Thursday, May 26, 2005
Another futile attempt at getting my cat to take her medicine. A scene of hissing, growling and hysterical meows and blur of claws and paws were present, as well as the many humans afraid of it. =_= I'd rather they just leave it alone and add the medicine in her drink or something.I gave absolutely no attention to Tom Chan's lesson today. He was talking on about reflections and stress. Like he isn't give us more than we need already. He obviously saw I was angry (did my childish temper acts), and came over to my table and addressed me accordingly.
Mr Chan: "Gloria, you okay?"
Me: *shakes head*
Mr Chan: "What's wrong?"
Me: *shakes head*
Mr Chan: "You sad?"
Me: What the hell..? *shakes head*
Mr Chan: "Depressed?"
Me: *looks up and gives "wtf you take me for?" face, and settles to shaking head*
Min: "She's okay lah.."
Mr Chan: "Why are you being so antagonistic today?"
Min: "She's.. uhm, thinking of what to write.."
Me: *gives a reproachful look to Min, stifles laughter and goes back to shaking head*
Min: *looks like she's about to say something, then goes back to writing*
Mr Chan: *scrutinises our faces of any sign of anger* "You sure you're okay?"
Me: *shak - nods head instead*
When he finally left my table to address someone at the door, Min suddenly said "I wanted to tell him 'Go away la!'". Haha, thanks girl! *hug* I was actually on the verge of tears.. but I know I'm not supposed to, I had to learn to stop myself from crying everytime I had to speak with someone personally. (Yes, that's my weakness. I can't talk to someone face to face trying to hurt, rebuke, provoke or rebel them without crying. v_v) I took a deep breath, wiped away the tears I almost cried, and said to Min, "why on Earth did you say 'I was thinking of something to write'? I wanted to laugh so much you know? Haha.." Thank God I didn't break out in tears when he 'interrogated' me one-on-one after lessons. I learnt to take in deep breaths, and I actually told him reflections were merely lies.. lies that people come up with, and hand up to make the teachers happy. He told me to look at the bigger picture, but I still think it only adds on to stress, and more lying.
By the way, I'm really bent on doing something for July 16th, too bad I think I can't take MC that day.. I'm addicted to Harry Potter now. Thank heavens I finished that Order of the Phoenix book (re-read since I forgot storyline), or else I wouldn't be ready for the Half-Blood Prince! XP
Anyway, I skipped ISP today, considering the horrible experience I had yesterday.. Was supposed to have Mathematics lessons from Jerrold, but considering he isn't back yet, bah - I'll go do the assignments myself, and shun bian file up my History. I still don't understand why Mr Tan picked me among the other more eligible people to have their files checked. I bet my bottom dollar it's because he just wants to pick another row with me. =/
PS: If you've noticed, I changed blog layout design (again!), thanks to Noel's choice of colour, uh. Anyhoo, didn't take me much effort, but yaahh I need to find new brushes, my photoshop is rusty without inspiration and new brushes! D: *makes note to self to find grunge brushes in the DeathNote book, for if I don't.. I'll write my own name and have a heart attack within 40 seconds of writing. XD* (If you don't understand.. you obviously haven't read DeathNote before.
AAAAAAAAAAHHH that reminds me. Must go visit Kinokuniya again. When I have the moolah. Itekimasu! o/
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 5:56 pm