Monday, February 28, 2005

Today's lessons were easy-peasy slimey-weasy. Did a lot of annotations; we were practically looking at the boards and screen for the whole day and writing, writing, writing. Really, nothing else to do. Wrote a poem on Chinese lesson - how more idiotic can I get.

At 12.10, the people that took O level eMaths and Chinese were to take their results. I didn't go for both, since I didn't take either subject last year. But if I did take them, and PASSED and I mean I don't care how much, so long as it's a pass, I'd jump jump jump jump and somehow die of delirium.

.... Somehow.

Uh, back on track, we had fun looking at the ex-BPians from the class window and of course, I saw some particular *beep*s I didn't really feel like seeing. I didn't even bother to wave much when I saw some at the canteen later at the break. Ahh yes, anti-social. Whatevv. Would love to have shoved my wallet up the mouth and down her gullet though. *cocks a feral smile, raising the wallet in hand with threatening gestures*

Aaaanyway. We went up to the hall; hot, bothered and did I mention hot? Yeah. So well, we just waited, waited, and waited. Then finally our dear principal spoke. I still don't understand why we're under the media again; cameras were present, and filming her. *camera lens shatters* She then announced all the names of people with 5 distinctions and up till the last person, who was our top student and also the nation's top MALAY student! Woot, props to him. =3 Finally, a male that has emerged as top BPian! Yayyys. *applaudes*

I hope I make it this year. I would SO love to get 5 distinctions. At least. Even though my Humanities, Maths and 2nd lang is going to be such a drag. Sigh. At least I have only 6 subjects to worry about, I really think I'd burst if I took 7 again. Well, we can do it 5A!

... I hope. ._.

I went home after school straight, but before I went home, I dashed to Lot1 and bought myself more books. *nod nod* Even Jerry calls me a nerd now, yay. Finally no more terrible insults on being a procrastinating lian, and only nerdy nerdy me. Was supposed to go out.. but it started to pour heavily, so I couldn't. Damn. DamndamndamnDAMN.

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Meet my pet, sparkiee! XD

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:41 pm

Saturday, February 26, 2005

We went to Mrs Hoe's house today! (Or more affectionately known as Auntie Hwa XD)

Anyhow. I got to meet Zhihui on the bus, and we both were late. x_x Finally at CCK interchange, we met up with Junhao, Andy, Hanwei, Yindi, Sebastian and Azlan (who was taking a smoke while wearing a police.. uniform. Wth?). Anyways, we took a bus to Mrs Hoe's condo... and missed a stop. Lucky, the stop wasn't far from the condo still, so it was okay. *shrugs*

And how spiffy - I led them to the wrong flat when I thought I knew where I was going.. I am SOOO sorry. Gomen ne, minna-san.. *kneels and kowtows* m(_ _)m But I didn't know Anthony-korkor and Mrs Hoe lived in the SAME. DARN. BLOCK! *gasps* I wonder why I've never seen Mrs Hoe go around when I was at his house for like, so many times.. and screaming my head off when at BBQs there. XD

We had some.. cute food (don't really know how else to describe it.. o_o), some of which I was familiar with. NO, not chocolates you idiots ;_; think kueh, people! KUEH! (God, I sound like a duck there.) But yes, it was all delicious.. and all the better when the SATAY MAN arrived! 300 sticks of satay all for us. Hurr. ALL the guys surrounded the table like hungry vultures.. like waiting for the lioness to leave the scene and they can grab the food, while us girls just waited around.. like little hyenas pinking up leftovers. >_> Sean finally was nice (actually he was forced by Mrs Hoe) and passed the girls some plates and we had some of the food finally. Yindi, Zhihui and I took 3 pieces, and I ran off to watch Quill, the sad, Japanese movie on a very cute retriver and his relationship with his blind master. Very inspiring indeed.

We had a LOT of seaweed while watching. Mmhm. Mrs Hoe's trademark of handing her students seaweed still exsists. *nod nod* Not that it's bad; but that's cool. =D

Jiamin came, and after she was done eating, we went to play with Ketchup, Mrs Hoe's Jack Russel. At first, what we thought to be a very hyperactive and enthusiastic dog.. turned out to be a dog that happened to learn too much from Moses, the dog from the movie 'Meet the Fockers'. Yes, in case you cavepeople have not gone to the movies to enlighten yourselves, Moses the dog.. humps anything that moves. You could consider our legs.. "disvirginated". ROFL. Joking.. but yeah, he was kinda.. hugging our calves and uhh.. who would think of anything else? (Alright, if you were, SORRY! >_<)

Went back at 2, and decided to go Lot1 and walk around before going home. I like solo walks.. because it kinda gives me time to think about things. I didn't think about much, but I went to CC to see if Saiyuki RL 5 was out. Apparently not. An Inuyasha book caught my eye, but it's 27.90, so I'mma buy it on Tues, when I'm free. Then I'll buy The Da Vinci Code, which I found at Popular (sigh, there goes my chance of exploring Kinokuniya). I guess I'll be able to finish it by this week. Yippee.

Bought takoyaki and my fave Coffee Bean drink for dinner. People tend to consider Coffee Bean = Rich. *shakes head sadly* Nuh-uh.. I wish it was so; I'd then be able to proclaim myself as a rich fook for once.

Well, time to sleep. Nighties everyone.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 9:57 pm

Friday, February 25, 2005

There was a bushfire yesterday, somewhere close to my flat. I was wondering why people were crowding around something that smelt of burnt paper, and decided to brush off those thoughts as people uhm, paying respects to the dead. Then I noticed people wearing full suits and helmets.

Now, the whole situation's changed =O There's a god damn bushfire! Hella interested, I could not possibly run to the scene in my uniform, so I hurried upstairs, grabbed my dad's digicam, and ran to the place where the view was best... the bin. >_>

Anyways, it was fun watching things burn. Jerrold called me a pyro.. and I resent that, although I kinda am one. XD But uhm yeah, I was able to catch 4 shots before.. my cam ran out of batt. (- -;) But yesh, my inspiring dream (other than being a journalist and reporter) to be a photographer gave me the chance to grab some nice and some horrible shots. I wanted to go down to catch more screenies, but DAMN the battery was flat. DamndamnDAMN.

But yes, let me no longer bore you with my redundant talk. Let the showing (of only four) begin! =D

Yes, I seriously apologise if this session of blogging really killed your enthusiasm for the day; I have never seen a bushfire before. Gomen. m(_ _)m

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 2:05 pm

Thursday, February 24, 2005

My form teacher uses MSN. ZOH. MAI. GAWD.

*nod nod*
That's right ex-BPians and such - TOM CHAN HAS MSN. RUN FOR YOUR PUNY LIIIVEESSS!

Uhm. Yeah, funny isn't it. I suppose it's his way of communicating to the students. I still think his daughter should be named Charisse-Anne, not Sherisse-Anne. >_> The latter sounds so un-sophisticated. No offense whatsoever. =x

Anyhoohowharh. I got a scolding by our DM. For not handing up and assignment on time. I mean, who likes to do hw while they're SICK!? Mind you, I'm currently sniffling on my chair, trying to get rid of all that.. uh. *shuts up* It's just really irritating; I'm like a tap that doesn't stop leaking. *stares at bin full of tissue* Arggh.

Today, in the wonderful class of 5A, we had some nice bio lesson where I proved myself to be a complete IDIOT when Mrs Wong talked about sexual reproduction in plants. I have NO clue whatsoever.. it seems she ALWAYS teaches a new chapter when I'm absent. GRRR. She wants me to fail my science THAT bad this year, huh? Baqir and Nasri.. literally ENGRAVED the names of their dars with a penknife on their ARM. I was asked to look at it and I shrieked. LIKE HELL. I am so freaking afraid of blood! ;_;
Then Mrs Wong passed us the Bio Test, of which I was complaining about few blogs ago. I got a 24/35, and was like "duh, I lost so much marks.. -_-" The rest were like "OMG =O" and Jiamin explained that only TWO people passed it.

Mrs Wong: "Gloria, 24.."
Me: "Oh shit *embarrassed"
Everyone else: "Wahh.."
Jiamin: "Em.. only 2 people passed lor.."
Me: "... oh. o_o So tyco.."
Mrs Wong: "Shao Qi.. pass"
Me: "OMG Nas?! YOU FAILED?!"
Mrs Wong: "Nasri..."
Me: *expects borderline fail at least*
Mrs Wong: ".... zero."
Me: "WHAT?!!"
Baqir: "Mrs Wong thinks that he cheated ma, but he was only playing with his phone"
Me: ".. that is SO ridiculous. Nas would NEVER cheat. (Other than the one time we used calculators and HE got found out.. oops!)"

Mr Chan got to scolding the girls during PE.. poor them. (I wasn't present to be reprimanded because Jiamin and I were both sick so we stayed away while they played bball) After PE he apologised though, so I suppose it was okay. I guess it couldn't be helped, probably at home.. problems arose or something. *shrugs* Keep your cool kay, cher.

History lesson was a big booboo. I didn't do my assignment because I don't see why sick people should spend time working. Pffft. Went to the HoD room benches to study again, and there was Grace Chong, whom Jiamin keeps stressing that I'm her fave student. On no account do I wish to be.. her little pet. *glares at a little meowing Jiamin clawing at me* Anyway, she came over and started saying things like "Aiyoh Gloria.. how can you not do homework.. O levels already!" And so on and blah blah. I hate it when teachers do that.. I KNOW I'M TAKING MY FINAL EXAMS, THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR TELLING ME INDIRECTLY MY BRAIN CAN ONLY COMPREHEND A MINISCULE PERCENTILE OF WHAT YOU SAID. D:

*pants*

*counts to ten and breathes*

... so much better.

Now, if you'll excuse meh. I'll go do my History before I become history. (Pun intended!) Ciao.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 8:45 pm

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

I beg someone to save me. Please. ;_;

This cough is turning so horrible my voice is gone, and even if I try my hardest I sound like a guy. Anything I swallow hurts; home is SO boring.. and even though I'm sms-ing Noel, my stupid phone doesn't allow me to receive sms that fast and well, it's just.. stupid. I SO need a new one.

Spoke to Ron earlier on MSN, he had a sore throat as well, but still had to go to school for projects. Poor you. ;_; You get well soon kay, I want to play with you! XD

Spoke to Fai on MSN as well. She skipped school because she didn't feel like going. More details in there, but I think I won't divulge on whatever she told me. I understand how she feels; but yeah, I've totally overcome it now - many thanks to many people. Worrying over something small isn't worth it, especially if it's not going to solve your problem at all. When I spoke to her, I so did not sound Gloria-ish. At all. XD I guess my more philosophical side has much more intelligence than my jovial side. I should try to be smarter, but that would make me such a BORE. Oh pffft. I'll stick to having an alter-ego if I can. =3

Just finished uploading the song 'Moments' from Ayumi.. really reaaally nice. Wanted to put up a nostalgic one titled 'Carols', but I decided not to since Noel wanted this song on his blog as well. The song which a mother and son shares. Hahhh.

Had porridge for lunch, and I swear it tastes as bad as f*ck. I am not going to touch another bowl of porridge as long as I live, unless my mum cooked it. (She bought this porridge from some market)

Well, time to do my History homework. And Chem. And Emaths. And Biology. HOLY SHiT!! x_X;

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 12:41 pm

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Nothing much in school again. Very bad cough. And sniffly nose. Lost my voice before recess, gained it miraculously back by Literature.

Today I had to undergo 2.4km.. 6 whole rounds. Had a whole hour to do so though, so that's fine. I hate running. >_> Was really beat after that.. and so was everyone else. I had a worse time with my cough and etc.. Did I mention I hate running? >_>

Anyhows. When the class had PoA test, I just sat back on my chair and thought about Saturday's Flag Day. I remembered seeing that big VS logo on the President's Star Charity bus. I eventually asked Jerrold, out of curiousity, what "Nil sine labore" (pronounced neel see-neyh lah-boh-reyh) meant, and he told me that it meant 'Nothing without labour'. Does make sense... unlike my primary school one.
*remembers St. Anthony's Primary School's old Latin motto.. 'Cresit Eundo'*
*does not have any idea what it means still*
*shakes head*
.... Bah, Latin is so not for me.

*digresses back to BP*

After recess, Rona's shirt had a.. stain on it ~_~ I won't go into much detail, but I hope it gets cleaned in the washers! Mr Tan was so mean about it.. >_> *materialises whip and lashes it at DM*

And yes, as usual.. English Literature is such fun with Mrs Hoe. She is able to pull the drama out of a tiny thing, and is so utterly humourous when it comes to handling students. Strict when she has to, I think that she is a model for every teacher. She has taught me to love Literature as it is; not a subject, but something to appreciate while learning the ropes. "There is no right or wrong answer; you have to bluff your way out" are the oh-so-familiar words we always tend to hear whenever made to write essays. I really have to thank this lady for bringing me up to appreciate the language and shifting my gears from a C5 to an A1.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 5:25 pm

Monday, February 21, 2005

Ah....................... Boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring SO DAMN BOREEEDDD!!!!!!!!! (Believe it or not, I didn't use copy and paste for any of that o.o)

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ANYWAYS.

Very boring day. School was stupid today; Chem test MCQ easy as peasy, Section B hard as f*ck. (- -;) But for History I did more writing than usual! Yheys, almost one whole page of SBQ writing today. (I hardly do more than 1 page unless I copied =x)

But finally after we were released from school, I started getting cramps and Yanliang was like asking "really so pain meh.." I told to try having pains on his *beep*, and he shook his head vigorously and declined the offer of trying. Min and I calculated we go through SEVEN. WHOLE. F*CKING. YEARS OF MENSTRUAL. AGONISING. PAIN. While you men complain about 2 years of NS.. pfffft.

Now back at home.. No one to talk to on MSN; Noel's not on to un-bore me, Jerrold's out for CCA, everyone else is dunno-go-where.. My own sister is MIA, Mummy went to enjoy herself at her friends house, Daddy's at work, even my own CAT, Sabbath, doesn't want to play with me. Dumbass useless piece of feline. I feel so unloved all of a sudden. ;_; I'll go sleep and dream with the people down in Dreamyland. Or whatever they are. Although I haven't been getting dreams since last year... I'll just give it a shot.

I'LL DO ANYTHING TO RELIEVE THIS BORING DAY.

ANYTHINGTHONGTHANG.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 5:09 pm

Sunday, February 20, 2005

Warning: Long post.

Yesterday was my class' Flag Day! Some people did not attend (figured .-.) and well, it was still pretty okay. I preferred last year's one though XP

Since we collected our little 'donation tins' the day before already, we met each other at 9 for breakfast. Set off to Jurong 1st, where we had totally no luck since there were like, 4 other schools. Was stuck for a bit on where to go.. and decided to go to JP where on the way, we met Richard. Don't really know him.. but I think it's the same guy who plays KoF. *shrugs* Anyhoo, he gave us sound advice on where to go, and we decided on Clementi. ^^

There, we saw some students still, but we didn't mind since it wasn't -that- crowded. Mainly Commonwealth students.. but we saw some Raffles' students. RGS, I suppose. Then there was Fai and Dina stationed somewhere else, they were like saying "Cmon, we go over there then dance and they donate!!" Dancing freaks they are x_x (I meant it in a nice way!)

After much walking, we stationed ourselves at the walkway where people came out from buses and such. Since we are not allowed to disturb soon-to-be passengers of SBS/TIBS, we kept our distance, but the four of us (Min, Yin, Hui and I) were rather close but since the place was big, we had our fair share of donations.

Then two of the RGS girls came and took the front spot, bugging EVERYONE to donate to them. In Chinese, I would solely call that "qiang3 shen1 yi4" or in translating, "snatching business". Yin was mainly affected since she was taking donations from people coming in that direction. I had the right piece of mind to go over and ask them to piss off, irregard of whether I was wearing school uniform or not. HELL, they were doing that just to earn for themselves and being obstinately selfish? Asswipes. >_>
Even so, I think we got more of the donations then them. ^^v Mine was pretty heavy; almost as heavy as Min's. All I did that day was "Hi Sir/Ma'am/Miss, would you care to donate to the Singapore Heart Foundation?". If a child approached, I'd just stick out my tin and go "You want a sticker? XD" I swear, my mouth HURT from smiling that much I would've gotten a jaw cramp.

Was pretty funny throughout though, Min got jio'ed by some kid who asked for her number and thought that she was kidding about her being Sec 5. I could've sworn I'd hit him when he said "Bukit Panjang GOVERNMENT HIIIIGHH sia~~ I'm from [dunnowhatmumblingshit] HIGH leh!" Fookhole. (- - ;)

Eventually, hot, tired, thirsty.. we went back to Buona Vista and returned the tins. Got a free bottle of that uhh.. New water. Smelt of chlorine bad, so I just finished it before I spat any of it out. Jiamin and Yindi threw away theirs =x I would've used it to water the plants, at least XD!

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We went to Tom Chan's house at 3, where it was a fking BITCH to walk. My feet hurt so much (I'm never gonna use that stupid shoe again >_>) and I was wearing a God. Damn. Skirt! -_- Reached there as hot as ever, and didn't have much since I wasn't hungry. And really bothered about the heat. The guys started playing the xbox, and I just sat down, drank, and calmed down. We got to see Charisse-Anne sleeping in her room, and I SWEAR she's SO cute!! Her face was really pretty. -^^- Went down and in a bit, Renny, Tiff and other 4B/2004 people came. Had a chat with Renny about how BITCHY the English common test was (turned out NO ONE PASSED, lowest of 4.5/40 -_-), and abouts her school and stuff.

I finally got to see Zeus, Mr Chan's doggy! I don't know what breed it was.. but IT'S SOOO KYOOOOTE. Zichun, Min and I kept playing with it.. and we noticed Zeus is a pervert; he wanted to get Min's skirt and mine. >_> Got some nice pics too, Mr Chan would probably be sending them to us soon.

Went down to play with the swings, and took some photos. =3 Zichun came and damn he swings high. o_o When we went back up, the angbaos were distributed, and I got to challenge Min on a racing game. She used the Evolution with everything upgraded I think o_o While I started out with the start car --; I won though, due to her high speed, Min kept knocking into cars and walls while my max of 200km/h allowed me to manoeuver it with ease. Everyone was laughing pretty hard about Min's crashing - even I was watching her car overturn and tumble while we all flipped with hysteria as well.

Min: "Don't distract me lar! Don't make me laug - AHHH!! *crashes into random thing again*"
Everyone: "OMG! *falls over laughing*"

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Came home and Jerrold told me about bushfires in Singapore. Trust him to keep in touch bout that.. o_o So far, 390 broke out. Take care people.. don't dehydrate yourself and get too much of tans. =x

IT. IS. SO. F*CKING. HOTTTTTTTTTT.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:04 am

Friday, February 18, 2005

Tom Chan pissed me off in the morning. Again. Never ceases to do that, does he.

Anyway. Then during assembly, Fai knocked shoulders with me jokingly. I glared at her.. doh. Someone told me once that whenever I looked so serious I was going to total someone if he or she provoked me further. I was about to swear and hit Fai, but I didn't after I realised it was just for fun.

But I don't have a temper that lasts very long, I think. After some lessons I loosened up and joked around with the rest of the class.

Found out that Qian Nan's learning Japanese as well! Hah, nice. Offered her some help if she ever needed it. I still suck at it though.. I can't 1) have correct Japanese grammer since I don't know if it uses Chinese or English grammer, or neither.. but I know basic phrasing, duh.. and 2) I suck at Kanji-reading. =x One thing's for sure though. So long as you have an urge to learn, it's not that hard anymore.

Went to the comp lab again for English, this time with a bit more fun! XD I had to like edit.. over.. 7-9 scripts for people. Marking/correcting work is SO easy! My god, I'd rather mark then do the work. >_>

We had to collect our tin cans for tomorrow's Flag Day after school, and it's so small and cute! =3 We're doing it for the Singapore Heart Foundation this time, and we haven't decided where station ourselves at. Probably at CCK again. Or Jurong. Or at Buona Vista so we wouldn't have to travel there when we wish to give it back. The stickers are soo cute this time. If you see me anywhere, please donate.. Onegaii shimasu! *wipes tear in gratitude* I'll be more than glad to sticky them all over with big dohnayshunz. D:

If Min, Yin or ANYONE else who is from 5A and reads this.. please tell me here or on MSN when we have to reach ;_; My hp is in class and uh.. I'll be rather uncontactable. ._. Sorry and thanks in advance!

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 4:11 pm

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Warning: I am VERY pissed off today.
I will NOT censor any vulgarities. Those think that I'm going to be crude, FUCK OFF. I'm in NO FUCKING MOOD to entertain "omg so vulgar" shit like that today. NONE of it, and I mean NO-fucking-NE.

Morning I get pissed off by that FUCKING asshole. Ever wished you had a gun to simply annihilate every asshole in your way? I so WISHED he was the clay pigeon in a shooting gallery. Everyone takes aim of his head and blasts it to fucking bits.

Walking around the field made me cool down a little, but I had to run back up for chem. Stayed angry throughout, with our chem teacher being NO FUCKING HELP. Gives equations without explaining properly. She can't even pronounce anything properly, I really think they should make it a prerequisite as teachers to be able to pass some English oral exam or something. "Eny ploblem wiffffindyn dee WOLLYOOM?" (Supposed to be 'Any problems with finding the volume?') See? ASSCRAPS NEED TO LEARN ENGLISH IF THEY WANT EVERYONE ELSE TO FUCKING COMPREHEND. ESPECIALLY IF THEY'RE TEACHING A WHOLE. GOD. DAMN. MOTHERFUCKING. O LEVEL. CLASS. Throwing at us equations and formulas and expecting us to decipher what it is ourselves!? WHAT SORT OF A FUCKING IDIOT ARE YOU. TEACHERS TEACH. NOT EXPECT THE CLASS TO BE BRAINIACS FROM SOMEWHERE WHERE ALL CHILD PRODOGIES ARE MADE. ENN. OHH. NO.

I stayed quiet on Chinese lesson a bit, trying to learn some of it. I had nothing else better to do, so fuck that anyway. Teacher talked about "Why is everyone in class torturing themselves instead of being happy and living with what they want?" I tried to tell him that's not what it seems to be, but my fucking lack of chinese vocabulary caused me to just mutter shit and he kept voicing out that he's right and so on. IF WE TRIED TO DO WHAT WE WANTED TO BE HAPPY, BPGHS WOULD FALL OVER ON IT'S BACKSIDE AND ROT. TO HELL. ALLLLL THE WAY THERE.

Tiger's lesson was no better; we had to finish 4 fucking SBQ qns 'by the end of the lesson'. Skipped my recess for that, and turns out I finished it AFTER school. WHAT. A. FUCKING. WASTE. OF. MY. TIME.

Recess, I went down with Min, Yin and Hui just to grab a little something to stuff our hungry stomachs. The auntie just HAD to FUCKING add chilli to mine when I said I did NOT want it. I scowled and she said "Aiyah, xiao jiu yao xue chi la ma.. Xing Jia Puo hen duo dong xi ye shi hen la de ma." (Aiyah, small that time must learn how to eat ma.. Almost every dish in Singapore is so spicy also."
PLEASE HOR. NOT EATING CHILLI OR ANY OTHER MOTHERFUCKING SPICY SHIT IS NOT YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM. I RATHER THROW IT AWAY WITHOUT EVEN ANY FUCKING CONSIDERATION OF HAVING THAT IN MY MOUTH AND REGRETTING IT LATER IF I TRIED. DID I PAY MONEY TO BE TOLD OFF BY YOU?!! CB..

Was very glum later at bio, Mrs Wong made things no better. Telling us off when she is delaying it herself further. Students late.. Teacher dragging on about how the students are late.. students not caring.. teacher telling off students for not listening.. LESSON GETS EVEN SHORTER. Students = 1, teacher = ZEEEERO. Idiots, I swear.

English lesson was the only thing that made me feel better other than that FUCKING IRRITATING ASSHOLE Kwok Way. He laughs like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *BREATHE* HAHAHAHAHAHA *BREATHE* HAHAHAHAHA (mutter chinese words) HAHAHAHA *BREATHE BREATHE* HAHAHAHA. If I was wearing gloves, I'd get my best punch on his larynx. Prevent him from making any particular noise at all.

Went home, after seeing to it that some duty was done. As usual, Shaoqi and Issac left. Lirong being the usual MORON that he is, procrastinates and says he has done everything. Asswipe.

Saw Farhan on the way home, waved to him while he went to uhh.. go out dunnowhere la. Then I stepped on dog shit. LIKE WHAT THE FUCCCK. Must I be THAT FUCKING SUAY? Like hell, the FUCKING MORON of an owner is so FUCKING inconsiderate. I went to wash my shoe immediately when I got home. I pinched my nose in the lift, thinking of how suay the next person would be. SEE LAR, ONE IRRESPONSIBLE CAUSES SO MUCH TROUBLE TO EVERYONE.

I apologise if anyone has read this and become very shocked at how vulgar I am. I ALREADY TOLD YOU I WAS PISSED OFF. READING THIS IS YOUR OWN FUCKING FAULT.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:02 pm

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Just came home from Lot1; had lunch with Min, Yin and Hui today. We saw SO many babies! It seems that Yindi's our baby-magnet as well as baby-radar; she spots them so fast!! XD One on the bus was very cute, everytime he pointed to something he'd go "Mmmmmm...!" and have that very stern face. Soooo cute. Don't worry, I'm not that big of a baby freak; I just like cute babies. Those that cry... I stay far far faaaarr away from them. o_o

For common tests today, we had Bio and E Maths.

[rant=on]

BIO WAS A F*CKING PAIN IN MY ASS. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE SH*T THE PAPER IS TALKING ABOUT - 'What is a hormone?' I MEAN, WHAT THE F*CK? JUST BECAUSE I WAS ABSENT ON THAT DAY?!! (Thank you Aliman for saving my ass on "What hormone is triggered with stress and where is this hormone found?" question since it was the ONLY F*CKING answer I think I got right [Adrenaline and Adrenal Medulla]) SO HOW THE F*CK WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THE REST?!! LIKE, F*CK, I HAD TO FORGET TO BRING MY GOD D4MN MOTHERF*CKING BIO NOTES AND TEXTBOOK. IF I FAIL I AM SO GONNA F*CKING KILL MYSELF FOR BEING SUCH A F*CKING FAILURE. F*CKING HELL...

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*takes in a deep breath*

My God, that felt so much better. Was seriously angered on losing 6 marks just like *snaps fingers* that. Maths was okay, we did a lot on Loci and was pretty much easy other than one part where they asked us to draw a point of locus C which is moving and is equidistant to PQ and QR. I just bisected the angle of Q, seriously think I'm wrong though. Didn't do 2 qns; 8 marks gone. I HATE factorising and using that b2 plus minus square root dunno what formula. I still can't remember it right.

We had Chem lesson later. I realised I SUCK at mole formula and sh*t like that. She has NO simple explanation; and her English f*cking SUCKS. I was struggling to comprehend her alienated language and her explanations. I'll probably bug someone later to teach me chem. Baha.

Then for Lit lesson, we did some role-playing. I was Catherine, one of the mains for A View From the Bridge, our lit text. I felt so silly trying to say "I love you, Rodolfo.." I could just shrink down in my chair and just.. vanish. ._. Was absolutely hilarious with Sean though, being Eddie. He kept forgetting his parts and we were like "Psst, SEAN!!" XD Going to Mrs Hoe's house on Sat after Mr Chan's. SO happy! I heard she has a doggy too. Yays. =3

At English lesson, we went to the Comp lab again. I enjoyed some music from Noel's blog, although I wasn't able to blast it. =x Clayton (tau kwa!) and Yaozhong came back to school to get their N level certs. Izzat and Izwan came yesterday as well;

Yindi and I: "Hey~"
Izzat and Izwan: "Eh hi~"
Me: *looks at Izwan* "Haha.. MAAATTTT!!!"
Izwan: *attempts to throw N level cert at me* "OEI!~"
Me: "Hahaha.. Joking lar, which ITE you both go?"
Izwan: "I'm in Bedok, he's in Yishun"
Yindi and I: "Both the uniforms are indentical... o.o"

Yeah, that's how far we got, until Sean, Nasri and Bumi (wth, Bumi!) came as well to greet their old bruddar *coughMATcough*.

To the ex-4A2004 people,
5A MISSES YOU!

(Excluding some other A-holes who don't deserve to be missed.)

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 4:23 pm

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

In the class of 5A today, we had more tests. Yays. Lit came first; with some War Photographer poem. Pretty easy in my opinion, but I think I might flunk it. =x Then came SS... We had the past year GCE O Level one on the Falkland Islands. Should've anticipated it; our school isn't very original. -_- As usual, only a 3/4 page one on all of it. Sigh, gonna get a blasting from Tiger again.

English lesson at the Comp lab, wasn't really interesting as we did nothing but editing of our own essays. Helped William out a bit on his as well; I would say he's improved a fair bit, but okay, I would say at least he's willing to learn. *shrugs* Also tagged myself while at it.. *points to taggie board*

Very tired today; did a total of 5 rounds on the field. I ran quite a fair bit; I don't know why though. Nothing to distract me today, was pretty okay I guess. Min had to go for that War Memorial ceremony at Suntec, missed her XD!! Poor thing, she's still in school waiting to take her SS paper at 3pm. Jiayou! ^^v

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 2:43 pm

Monday, February 14, 2005

Happy Valentine's day everyone! =3

Today was the start of the Common Test week. Psshh, like we care about that anyways. English was only on vocab and summary, but HELL I SWEAR the words are so f*cking difficult! ;_; I have NO idea what iota, anon, soporific, and cloudburst means. I know how to use "counterpart" in a sentence, but I was SO unable to give the definition for it. Oh my god, I can't believe I'm actually competing with students that actually understand this for the O level. I feel so utterly.. useless now. To think I was able to count on my English... sigh, not anymore I guess. Chinese test; uhm, I'm sure you can easily tell what my results would be. =3 An instant fail, duh. I feel like such a loser after reading up the meaning on my dictionary-thesaurus.

Then at English lesson, we had prepared speeches again. Fai talked about something like she got spiritually possessed.. which freaked both Min and I. She spoke about her head being rotated to the back.. urgh. =s Syaz did an excellent presentation, of which I felt deserved full marks, and she did. ^^ Sean was utterly hilarious.

Sean: *talks on about his topic on what he feels about CCAs closed down in BPGHS*
Sean: "... so yah, if they want us to be like good in teamwork and in the CCA, we need time. Uhh, because GREECE wasn't built in a day."
Me: "Oieee.. It's ROME laaah."
Everyone: *laughter*

Finished drawing that dunnowhat thing during PoA, getting to scan it later. Baha. =3

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:27 pm

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Yesterday I was supposed to go out with Jiamin, Yindi and Zhihui after school to buy some pressies from town. Mum just HAD to call and tell me to go to Celestin's house for dinner and yadda-yadda. I didn't mind the fact that we'd be watching a movie, but I also told Jerrold I'd go out with him to buy his Zen Micro. I hate the fact that I keep letting people down.. and upsetting them. Anyway, he bought himself the Zen Micro for S$449, and I'll be wanting one as well. *points to wishlist* I told everyone I die-die must watch Constantine. They agreed. We called to book tickets, and they had NO MORE SEATS. I was like "Oh god.." and had to watch I Do I Do instead. This is soo not fair. I had to watch a JACK NEO movie along with the many other typical, shouty and inconsiderate Singaporeans in the theatre! Didn't enjoy the movie too much either; I just found the hokkien phrases funny. Storyline = SO predictable; SO Singaporean-love-story-ish. When I came home, sis told me she watched Constantine already. Fkk.

Fuhkin-bah.

So today I woke up with a fever, and horrible flu. WHAT THE HECK. Did I upset you, God? Now how the HECK am I supposed to go out and bai nian with this shit? I woke up late, and after my mum told me Jiamin called about the visit to Mr Sim's house, I didn't dare call and tell her. Why. Am. I. Such. An. Idiot. I felt like kicking myself up the ass over and over again; I let people down so many times and I can't even swallow my pride to apologise. But I am truly truly very sorry. SORRY! >.< Words like this probably cannot express how apologetic I am, but I really never wanted to let anyone down. Sigh, suan wo suay bah today..

I seriously feel utterly shitty of myself; I want to just hide in the dark and stay as a nobody..

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 4:02 pm

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Kay, I seem to be pretty anti-social today.

Went to more relatives' houses, this time in Hougang. Their house is always so cosy; since it's a mansionette. I like those type of houses, staircases are pretty. ^^ Benjamin was more um, 'tame' today.. he and Adam were wearing soccer tees! Soooo cute. Was telling me he completed Halo 2 without a break of sweat while I was watching a DVD there.. and Adam comes along, and runs because the DVD was featuring Spiderman, of which he was afraid of. Hahh. Had lunch there, and as usual.. peranakan dishes which includes babi buak keluak (spell check pls ._.)!

Then we were off to.. ack, I forgot where. But it's somewhere in Bukit Panjang, near that Fajar Sec that condominium lar. Anyhow, Felicia is SOO kewt now! She started imitating Ah Yi, clicking her tongue in order to make Lingling jie's son not cry. Then more gambling, as usual. Sigh.

Anyways. Not very pleased with the amount this year. Seriously, who gets only 150+ for angbao money a year!?! -_-

Gloria, signing off a pissed CNY.

SHEESH!

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:12 pm

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Wah lieeeeeeeww.

1st day: $102. -_- So many people got 300++ from only 10 plus angbaos lor! Omg. Sooo disappointed!

Kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso kuso CHIKUSOOO!!!!

Please please PLEASE let today be better..

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:30 pm

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

2nd post for the day; just came home from my grandparents house. As I may have described before, my father's side is very confusing. Anyway, it pays to be in the hands of a rich family. ^^ You get freebies, exclusives, and of course, lots of things to learn. Having a godfather that works in MediaCorp is really kewl, he just got himself some phone with 3G enabled; which he gets to use for free. Watching TV, trailers, and MTVs on a phone was simply WOW. Coming from a Christian family also means that we tend to use English rather than Chinese or other dialects; I had a hard time teaching my grandmother how to pronounce "Nian Nian You Yu" XD! Although I would consider our family more well-off, we don't believe in snobs, although they seem to be 'breeding' Colin that way. Tsk.

Anyhoo. We had abalone, scallop, baked chicken and the ever-familiar Lou Hei thingy at the end, all prepared by my dear grandmother. <3 her cooking, it's simply.. fantabulously superb.

Tomorrow, I have to go church, my grandmother's house again, then slack. 2nd day I have to be off to Uncle Felix and Gabriel's house, where I can see Adam and Benjamin, the two notorious toddlers! Benjamin has become a very very adorable but hyper child; he completes Halo 2 by himself! *gasp* Impressive techy-kid, I swear.

I want to save enough to buy my very own Zen Micro. Even if I don't have enough, I'm sure Daddy-dear will help um.. subsidise. ^^!

Also, thank you Nic korkor for wishing me happy new year; I thought you would've forgotten me. Miss you le, hope you're doing fine in poly. Jiayou and find the chiobu of your dreams ba~ Haha.. XD!

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 8:58 pm

As the Cantonese might say, Gong Hei Fat Choy!

No, I'm not Cantonese here. I'm Teochew. =3 No idea how to say the same thing in the language though. Was only trained in Hokkien. XD!

Anyhow, BPGHS probably had the best CNY celebration this year.
Started out with the angbao-giveaway during the morning assembly; only two out of the whole class would get the $2 while the rest were stuffed with sweets. Pretty kiam siap lar, but okay lar I guess. Baqir got the cash, WITH the sweets. I looked at everyone else, and noticed they took the angbao with one hand nia. Everyone else taught me to be sincere and take it with two hands.. I reached into the bag and pulled out a flat angbao. I poked around and then asked "Um, you think I got the money one?" Xinhan and Andy scrutinised my angbao, and confirmed I got the cash. Yay, after 5 years, finally something other than sweets XD! Kay lar, pretty pleased with my luck.

Went up to the hall after assembly, and Jiamin didn't end up ushering that Mr Phang or whatever his name is, she got with Doreen Soh in the end.

I was a big fashion critic among what the teachers wore; and I liked Mrs Hoe's one the best! Poor her though, she was having a cough and flu. Mrs Jesmine Chan wore a pretty top and skirt as usual... and with new shoes. Her whole house is probably a gigantic wardrobe; we hardly see her wear the same clothes twice! Principal wore.. black top and pants. On an auspicious day, whattt the heccckk?!?! She brought her son along though, pretty kawaii in the chinese suit and all. ^^; Speaking of sons... Mr Sim Meng Hoe's son is SIMPLY ADORABLE. The four of us saw him 1st outside the General Office this morning, then of course we squealed like some fangirls after some superstar. Then in the hall he sits next to us! (Yay for 5A, we sit at the side this year ^^v) I was playing with him and not really paying much attention to the performances. I believe his name was.. um.. Zhi Heng? Yup, think so. I swear, if I had a camera phone, I'd be taking so many pics of him XD! Soooo ke ai.

Okay, enough on the baby. This year's performance was spiffy! The people that sang were not off-key (phew), and Zichun... haha, he was like singing some song with only one english phrase, "One Night in Beijiiiiiinnngg~~". Super-duper funny. Best was the lion dance troupe; they came back! The guy who was in the big head was probably Qiwei, and he smacked Mr Quek's head with that old straw fan thingy, joked with Mr Cheong, and bullied Tiger again. XD

We ended early since Tiger wanted to 'speed up' and go home early for his children.

So I'm back home, and with nothing to do. Rekka no Honou won't play on my computer anymore, so I have to waste more time grabbing the teevee for myself. Ohwells. Have a happy Lunar New Year to all that celebrate and to those that don't, enjoy the holidays~!

^^v

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:04 am

Monday, February 07, 2005

Almost done watching Rekka no Honou... Gomen nasai Yanliang-kun! *kowtows* m(_ _)m
I feel bad dragging on, but since everyone already knows.. I can't really help it. >.<

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Anyhow.

Today in the classroom of 5A in BPGHS, our lovable, simply adorable and kawaiiiii Mrs Chiu cracked the class up. Again. With some new innovated Jurassic Park joke, kudos to our two clowns Sean and Nick. Seeing her smile is like reading your maths textbook and finding it funny. She hardly smiles to her other classes; according to people that have just been taught by her this year. Being with Mrs Chiu for over 4 years, she is simply a watermelon laaah. Hard on the outside, and soft and.. uh, don't say juicy lar. *smacks everyone with a bouken that had dirty thoughts for a second*

Also, NICK PIERCED HIS EAR. What the fook?!! I mean.. doesn't it hurt. o_o

Class is up with lots and lots of little chicks! I mean, they are simply A.D.O.R.A.B.L.E hanging on the door! <3<3<3 We can do this! Sec ones... aiyah, shoo! *kicks*

Oh yeah, aaannnd not to forgeettttt.

SELAMAT HARI RA - Eh wait, wrong holiday.

Gyaa, gomen gomen!! *dodges every random flying object*

GONG XI... I don't remember what's after that - oh yah! FA CAI!!!!! Hehe, I'm not that blunt on chinese new year well-wishing phrases alright. I just need some for my parents tomorrow! Ahhh tasukete yo.. ;_; I haven't been able to think of any other than.. oh crap, I think I forgot them all!

Oh. My. God.

And I still have to go to church tomorrow... Double-holy-flying-cow-shit.
Ohwell, at least it's time to wear the new clothes I got. Yatta! ^^v

By the way. Pretty nice movie I want to watch: 'Constantine'.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 6:34 pm

Saturday, February 05, 2005

I feel so empty inside.

So useless.

This blog would be an inspiration for me to smile everytime. But it's such a fucking contradiction if I wrote all this..

Everyday I look at my life and try to smile but it turns out to be just another day where I lie about my happiness. I have so many problems with families, and now my uncle is probably dieing due to kidney failure. I held back my tears, I don't want to lose another member of the family. Why do I have to go through what people never experienced before? Why can't I just live happily and make sure my smile everyday is sincere, not just a mask I put on so people don't suspect anything?

Damn it, must people always put the blame on me even if it's not my fault? All they had to do was ask, and specifically describe what they'd want, not just push everything to me just because I seem like I wanted it in the 1st place.. I'm so freaking tired of going through everyday trying to remember this and that.

I shouldn't have been born - my opinion of this fucking world would be better off in waste.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 9:16 am

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Happy birthday Mrs Hoe~~!!

*glomp, squish*

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:59 pm

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Sorry for not updating, I haven't been very.. willing to write much. Even if I did, I get distracted, and then I just close the f*cking window when I forgot what I was supposed to write.

Anyhow, I got that Recca no Honou VCD finally, was really dieing to see what actually was so nice. Only finished 1 CD though, 12 more to go! I want to find the RK one. I mean, it's a fking tear-jerking anime! Uh, then again sicne I'm an emo-kid, everything's considered a tear-jerking show. Oh yeah, I didn't buy the VCD, Yanliang lent it to meh. Thanks a bunchie. =3

Today in the class of 5A, nothing much happened. Tiger announced that he wanted the CNY decos to be up by friday, and as an incentive; big fat hamper to be given to the prettiest class. *is highly motivated* I will try to obtain that for the class; LAST YEAR OF CNY IN BP, people! I asked Qian Nan to do Chinese calligraphy and do um... I have no idea what's that called in English, nor do I have a clue as to what it's called in chinese. Couplings? Those things people write on doors with red paper during CNY. But yeah, you get my drift. Nasri brought some pretty decos, 6 dangly things to hang up. X3 Was so kawaii up on the class; our class looked so outstanding even though it was pretty small. We can do this! Ganbatte 5A~~ *waves a big "GANBATTE" flag around and smacks some random passerby's face*

I wasn't very attentive during Lit today, some things wandered into my mind of which I have seemed to forgot..
Anyway, she told our class we were doing a play? From our text - View from the Bridge by Arthur Miller? I'm not really sure.. But suddenly she looked at me and told me I was Catherine (one of them in the play). So um.. wtf? 1) I do not look naive and pretty, 2) I don't.. like.. going up.. to present plays. At all. Impromptu speeches and presentations are fine.. but..... plays? I really don't think... *gulp* I'm up for it. *squats down and pokes floor tentatively*

Well, gonna go do up some bio notes. WHOEVER HAS/IS/WILL STUDY COMB. BIO, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE FOOKING SAVE MY ARSE. I can't believe I don't understand a rat's anus about Hormones and adrenaline. I was just.. staring at the paper, without ANYONE to explain. I feel so... lost for the first time in Bio. This cannot happen; one mishap and I'll start to digress.

I.

Need.

Serious.

Help.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 5:07 pm