Saturday, April 29, 2006

Amara Hotel food is to die for.

And I mean like, literally.


Ranging from cold soba to chocolate truffle cake, everything was delicious! I tried this clam thing.. it had prawns, fish, sour cream and CHEESE. By golly I swear if anyone wanted to shoot me in the head right there and then I'd die happy.

And it had cute guests too. :D

Too bad, nothing else interesting was there. But yeah, considering it's only $30 per person and all-you-can-eat, I'm going there again when I have the moolah.


Oh well, I'm not expecting myself to blog for quite a while, but I'll try my best. Till then, take care everyone!

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 6:26 pm


Friday, April 28, 2006

It's going to be a busy two weeks for me now..

Meh, at least tomorrow's still enjoyable - I'll be going to Amara Hotel to have a buffet lunch, then stay at some beach hotel on Sunday along with my other dear relatives. Then on Sunday, they'll drive me to work. I'll miss staying up late, though. ;_;


Anyhoo, at least I finally recovered my bank account number. All that's left is..






ZOMG. THE PASSWORD!

Grr.
I never had it; my mum took away the $250 that was inside that I got from some bursary thingy at secondary 1, so I felt that keeping the password to a bank account with money equivalent to zilch was purely redundant and lame ._.


Ah well, time to pay a visit to the ol' bank and have them get me a new password :0

Of which this time only I will know.



.. and hopefully, remember ;_;

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:30 pm


Thursday, April 27, 2006

Mmmm. Just got working schedule. Almost all are 2~10pm, some are 12~8pm. I'm off on the 6th though, heng. XD

2nd Aunt said I'll be getting $530 dollars total. Not bad lah, 106 hours total, $5 per hour.. They said I'll get my pay at 15th June though. :/



Ah well, June holidays are meant for extra expenditure anywaaaay~

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:33 am


Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Yay, got new additions to my playlist thanks to Noel (SIAMSHADE album, Hyde album and Makino Yui's "Euforia") and Aliman (Bugy Craxon albums, Toyko Jihen album and Mizerable) Thank you both so very much, they are absolutely awesome.

Flash.
Funny.
Can't stop.. laughing.. XD
http://www.in-duce.net/archives/shinbashi.swf

E~ Tsugi wa...
SHINBASHI!



Aaaannd another one:
http://flash.flop.jp/chiba.html

Chiba! Shiga! Saga!
Chiba! Shiga! Saga!
SHIBARRRAKIIII~!






Oh. And er, I'll be getting a job. (YES, FINALLY LOL!! XD)
2~10pm, every day, for 2 weeks at IMM. 5 dollars per hour, and my aunt got it for my cousin and I. Be an angel; visit me sometimes and give me a hug. :<
I have to stand for around 8 hours per day (Mrs Chiu can't beat me <3) and you know what a little brat I am.

Whoever also wants this job contact me fast - it starts on 1st May so places will be taken up rather quickly.


BUT -
RONA.
ZEN.
WHEN I HAVE MY PAY, LET'S GO SHOPPINGGGGG!!!

.. And this time, I can safely say "it's my treat". <3

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 8:58 pm


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Yay, new blogskin.

Featuring Alice Nine, another Visual Kei band~
No, I haven't heard any of their songs yet.
Yes, I think Tora and Hiroto look awesome.
No, the layout's still the same.
Yes, I'll probably change it someday.
No, I'm not drunk.
Yes, it's almost 3am and I'm very very sleepy.


I just decided to hurry with a blogskin before people get bored of the Magna Carta gore I fabricated. Well here you go! Shiny rainbows of Alice Nine. :D





Kindly ignore spelling/grammatical errors in this post - my eyes are half-shut and Imai Tsubasa's songs are.. soothing.. zzzzzzzz

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 2:41 am


Sunday, April 23, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

Too bad the weather didn't seem too nice earlier, we would've all gone out for a picnic if not for the rain clouds threatening to pour on us anytime. ._. Oh well, we're going to Sentosa next Sunday, so having no adventure today doesn't really bother me.


(Dad actually declined Jie's offer of eating at Spagheddies (jie? Footing the bill?! Zomg what a rare event!). B-b-but! Everyone loves macaroni and cheese, dangit! EVERYONE! ._.)

Oh well, staying home to watch The Bourne Identity isn't going to be so bad lah. :x




Er, right. Yesterday...
Went to SIM. Was pretty.

But I feel so teenager-ish there lah, everyone else has makeup and nice clothes. I guess I'd better wear skirts more often just to blend in without looking like a tomboy. For the first couple of weeks. Then I show them my true colours. :x

I honestly feel makeup isn't all that necessary, but blahhh. I don't really have a choice, do I.




EEEWWW. Imagining myself in makeup and a skirt holding textbooks and being studious.. really makes me want to throw up. -_-

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 4:00 pm


Saturday, April 22, 2006

Shagged. x_x

Just came back from Kai's house. IT WAS SO FUN! AND SO YUMMY! I think everything tastes better when you're having a lot of fun. XD I missed everyone so much lah. <3


*pats tummy*
Soooo full! Rona and her "lai ah!" lah! Now so much chicken drumsticks in stomach. XD

The scenery at Kai's house was so nice! Although Zen and I got the shock of our lives when we thought the distant spotlight was some ghost cloud XD So lame haha!

Finally went home at 11, and I had two gentlemen (okay, three - ah liang also very man okays!) to go with me hurhurs. They were all asking Hanwei to pei me.. cannot lah aiyoh. He's never even talked to me lor (he only asked whose Nike shoe that was today LOL), and some more I really don't think he'll know the way out from my flat. Besides! I'm so man! :P Yong gan! Can tahan! Yeah!

... Okay too high le.
Better go sleep, tomorrow still have my Ah Yi and Celest to go out with. :D




Love you all, 5A. Muahs <3

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 12:01 am


Thursday, April 20, 2006

I was browsing around news sites.. and stumbled upon this. At first when I saw the title ('Small' penis drives teenager to suicide), I was like "wtf lol, who in the right mind would do that?"

Source can be found here.

Turns out he's a Singaporean JC student.




.. Whoa, scary.
But at the same time, it's really saddening to know that people actually become that afraid of who they really are and drive themselves to the point of suicide, becoming another statistic. Maybe he was teased by friends, but hey, I can't say that for sure.

I assume he had Body Dysmorphic Disorder or BDD, a mental disorder which involves a disturbed body image. BDD is generally diagnosed of those who are extremely critical of their physique or self image, despite the fact there may be no noticeable disfigurement of defect; individuals secluding themselves from social interaction, often avoiding seeing themselves through a mirror or reflection. More details can be found here.

Bottom line:
Love prevails. Size does not matter. :/

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 6:29 pm
Holy Wizards of Oz! I've actually decided to make a new skin after so long!
.. Not for me though, I made one for Noel! Yes yes go bug him on his blog; I'll probably be in trouble for being inconsiderate and pushing people to his site, but he owes me one for making him something I took really long for! Okay maybe not very long, but it's probably the longest skin I've tried to do so far. Amounts to about.. say.. er, 10 hours? >_> I started yesterday evening, slept at 3am and woke up at 10am to get back at it. FEEL TOUCHED, NOEL!? HUH?!

But yeah, I know it's not my best ._. The manga background stock was horrid to work with, really. (Yes when you don't want to blame yourself, blame the stork stock!) This is probably the only skin I did with the most brushing, but almost 50% of them aren't very visible. XD

I'll get working on my own new blogskin. I already have an idea (thanks to Noel, actually), so maybe I'll get started after Noel comes online and takes his html template from me.



Yesterday, while talking to baka.. he proves my point that 80% of the Singaporeans that speak Japanese really don't know how to.

u know hor
our mjc cheers got ganbatte
Me: o_o;
AND U KNOW HOW THEY SPELL IT?!?!?!?
Me: GAMBATE?!
kanpate
>_>
Me: OMGGASEDGQE^!Q$EGADGADHSfg
YAR!
Me: *froths
DUMB SHIET
Me: GO KICK THEIR ASSES!~!@#@~%$#AGDHDG
gonna kill e house committee
D:!
Me: GO!
Me: omg
Me: JUSTICE HAS TO BE DONE
Me: Anyone who says, or much less, WRITES "kanpate" is more or less asking for the maiming of their genitals with rusty mallets and hot rods up their anuses!! D:

.. Really. I've stressed it before and I shall do it again. If you don't know how to use it, DON'T! People had better prevent me from seeing those morons or I'd have to KNOCK SOME SKULLLSSSS.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 2:24 pm


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Bad hair days = very yes.

GAAHHH, the pain of trying to have nice hair and not looking like some butch is so mah fan. I am 101% female! Okay, apart from the fact I prefer more guyish stuff than girly stuff, I am still female! The supposedly weaker gender! The run-away-and-scream-from-little-mice (okay not really) sex! D:

I think you get my point.
Back to hair.


... GAAAHH!
Even some guys can have nicer hair. Claes, a friend of mine, proves my point:


And even Shou (from Alice 9)!!



Why do these guys (yes Shou's a male, stop asking >_>) have nicer hair than like. 99.99999% of Singapore males! Why can't I possess hair like that. ._. They so need tutorials of making hair like that, seriously..

But all I have is a clump of hair that the hairdresser simply refused to style. Okay lah, at least got people say they wanted my kind of hair. THANK YOU TRAVIS. ; ;

Aunties ah, catch up to times already please.

Aiyah.. Never mind. When I grow up, I'll make sure I know how to cut/style hair too. Then no need to listen to ah sohs that say it'll look like a guy/yao guai. :| I SHALL ENDOW MY HAIR WITH FASHION DISASTERS UNLIKE ANY OTHER! FEAR ME!!
















... Yeah I'm done.
Move along.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 5:12 pm


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Nickelback - Savin' Me

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please, I'm calling
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please, I'm calling
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Hurry I'm fallin'

And all I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'

And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me






.. Meh, I love Nickelback. ;~;

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:46 pm


Monday, April 17, 2006

If I was girly, people wouldn't believe it.
If I was tomboyish, people tell me off.

If I highlight my hair, people say I'm lian.
If I don't do anything to my hair, I'm a dork.

If I forget something, I get reprimanded.
If I remember something, I don't get any thanks.

If I tried to be nice, people scold me.
If I did mean things, people boycott me.

If I liked someone, no one would believe me.
If I hated someone, hope you're not that person.

If I were friendly, people ignore it.
If I weren't, I'm considered dao.

If I was smiling, that's just me.
If I wasn't, I'm still me..

If I lived, no one would really care.
If I died, would you?






... If I went on, you'd probably kill me.
If I don't, I'm still frustrated.

Oh well.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:38 pm


Sunday, April 16, 2006

Lol. Easter, same priest again. I don't think I have to repeat the sillyness of the Homily session..

Oh well, Celest actually got fooled by my sis saying that the Easter Bunny would come and give eggs for everyone. Chyeah, sif. XD

But the St Mary's Childrens' Choir is back up! Like, after SO many years (dates back to when the old church wasn't demolished.. that's around the year 2000 o_o), they finally got them back! Well, I was getting really sick of the adult choir that almost always went offkey, anyway. But it's rather biased lah. Even if the kids make a mistake, they're still considered so cute lah! <3



Next they'll need to get back is all the cool priests we used to have. The oldskool St Mary church ftw. :<

Celest is such fun to be with lah. XD *hugs*
Happy Easter!








Too much xboxing... doth not a happy thumb maketh.
Tony Hawk, I blame thee! >:0

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 6:42 pm


Saturday, April 15, 2006

I think things are getting better now..

They've convinced me that 15 months in SIM isn't that bad. I'll get my diploma before my classmates, and I can work on getting a degree from there onwards. Then maybe try to get into La Salle for graphic designing, and follow my godfather's footsteps. My grandparents are probably still inclined on having me being a teacher, but I really don't think I'm cut out for that haha.

Dad was telling me money isn't a problem, but hellooooo, I don't feel good with you people forking out money like it was merely paper (well actually it is, but stick with me yah).


I qualify as a student since I have 5 O level passes including English, so I needn't take the test. But still, eight grand.. x_x My dad probably would've hit the roof if I told him I wanted to go for NAFA/La Salle after this.. but I guess I'll work after my diploma, then maybe pay for my own fees if I ever do get there.

But.. SIM is like a university. Kinda. It's more towards the.. (no offense - Ron I know you ex-student don't kill me okay!) older adults. The 20, 30-ish people. ._. I'm probably considered a raging teenager with fashion disasters unlike any other! They all wear like they're going to work.. what will they say to FCUK shirts and three-quarters!


Oh well. I guess I needn't look for a job now. So much for getting a spiffy guitar and boots to boot (excuse the pun). But hell, Vince will probably be my classmate so I shouldn't have any worries :D If we were to have fashion-disaster/bad hair days, we do it together! XD Wait wait what's that Chinese phrase.. you fu tong xiang you nan tong dang?

WOOT!
MY CHINESE IS AWESOME! XD




... Stupid D7.
XD

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 2:31 pm


Friday, April 14, 2006

Good Friday.

LOL.
... Sorry, got reminded of what happened in church.
The priest, being the one that never made much sense to me (no, not because his summons are too in-depth, but it is incomprehensible!), was.. well, not making any more sense today.


"Good Friday is good.
Because Jesus is a good man.
A good man.
A very good man.
A very very gooooooood man."

Sis and I: "Geezlouise, sif we don't get the point already.."

And throughout the mass I was randomly telling my two cousins "good man". So reminded me of Russell Peters and the "Be a man. Do the right thing." XD Noel lah, you influence :0


Anyway, during the veneration of the cross, Celestin was the first to go kiss the crucifix. She saw the guy in front of her kiss the cross, so she followed suit.
(Note: Celest = free thinker, but she comes to church randomly with my family to special occasions like Good Friday, Easter, and Christmas.)
(Note #2: During Good Friday, people are supposed to go up and kiss the feet of Jesus on a wooden crucifix. Relax, it's clean.)

Celes: "No lor! Even though you all did mention to kiss Jesus' feet, I saw the first guy kiss the cross then the warden never say anything!"
Mary: "No wonder lah! I see you do that then the warden give that weird expression, I was wondering what you doing sia"
Jie: "My tooth hit the nail.."

XD

Church can be fun.. just keep it from being blasphemous. :D

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:46 pm


Thursday, April 13, 2006

Something is seriously wrong with the way MOE decides things. They should open Private Candidate applications until end of April or something, those who had failed appeals can't do anything! They can't retake anymore, they just have to sit and wait?! What sort of deranged logic is that?

There have been a lot of people (either that or I need to widen my social circle) being unable to get into a school because all the people with low points refuse to enter a JC but prefer poly due to poly life being less strenuous. Sure, I may be considered guilty of that too, since I was allowed into MI - but everyone knows what a freaking lazy ass I am in handing in homework (I hand in December holiday homework in June. Procrastination, much?), and how much I hate being forced to study.

One thing's for sure: it's unfair to the students that do belong to a poly and need one desperately. I would blame all this on the standardising of poly and JC school-opening dates, but that's just me. With all the rushing, we're still too late to make amendments even if we wanted to.

Great.. I am stuck with 20 points, and I'm never ever ever getting into a poly this year. I considered going to SIM, but hell, if you want me to pay 8 grand just to get a diploma on Management while Daddy-dear tells me this and that about Economics (you do NOT want to know the amount of books he has on those).. er thanks, but no thanks.

Ngee Ann was pushing the blame to MOE of having the power to open classes, then Vince said MOE stated the schools were in charge of making decisions. I don't know who to agree with, but NP isn't a government school so yeah they should be able to make their own decisions. What we really need is a new poly, but that again is just my two cents.

Needless to say, I do find fault in myself for not scoring better, but there's no point in pushing the blame to anyone. But I can't possibly hope for a miracle and have them suddenly let us into JC or some poly (I say we kick out the 中国人 though), so I'll settle for working. Anyone have a nice full-time job that pays well? :D

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 7:58 pm


Wednesday, April 12, 2006

The other day, while I was waiting for Vince at Woodlands MRT, I saw this guy who looked like an ABC..

... and didn't stop staring.
Yes, I am weird. I like decent-looking guys who resemble angmohs.

He was so blur at topping up his ez-link card I would've walked over and hit his head yelling baka and help him, but some guy came along and blocked my view.

Man: "Ah ni hao ni hao" (Ah, hello hello)
Me: *gives puzzled look*
Man: "Er, ni hui jiang hua yu ma?" (Er, do you speak Mandarin?)
Me: *points to self qustionably* I don't look chinese meh? Sheesh, since you don't think I am, I'll play along. "Er.. uhm.. yi.. dian dian.." (Er.. uhm.. a little..)
Man: "Orh orh, err.. I helping out refugees to raise funds ah.. then small amount nia, $10"
Me: TEN DOLLARS?! I don't mind if I don't look chinese, but he thinks I'm very rich too.. Double no-no! I really don't have money with me anyway. If I did I don't mind lah, but I am broke >_> "Ah sorry, I really didn't bring out any money.."
Man: "Oh okay.. thank you for your some time."
Me: *puzzled frown*

Oh well, back to the -

HEY WHERE DID THE ABC GO?!
Aiyah, he left.. I guess he figured out how the machine worked, and I ended up being mean instead of doing something nice that day.





I fail at being a nice person. -_-

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:28 pm


Tuesday, April 11, 2006

I guess the blow of not having a school hit me so hard because I promised someone we'd eventually graduate and go to a university together. I didn't say I was working so hard for nothing haha..
Such a Love Hina flashback, but then again.. I might just be the Mutsumi here.

So many problems now, but I feel like just forgetting everything.. of course, that's impossible. *slap slap* Reality check. :P

Yes, I still do think this is my retribution. And I accept it, because there's no way around it. This probably teaches me to be a better person in life, and not to get angry just because something didn't go your way.
However, because I am Gloria, I'll try to write in Straits Times forums and yell at MoE saying even NP's been complaining that even if they opened up classes, those with really low points end up getting in (yes, you know I'm referring to the can-tahan-jc-want-to-slack/follow-friends-so-go-poly kind) instead of us.

Friends, if you still consider me a friend, please please please don't feel bad for me because it hurts even more if you tried to cheer me up. I don't cry when something bad happens to me, but when people try to make me happier, the pain just amplifies itself so much more.

I know you may think it's rough on me since I fared pretty alright and still didn't get in; but hey, that's life whether you like it or not. I don't want my problem to become any part of yours, because it'll hurt me knowing that you're taking my pain for me and you know I'm that sort of person that would rather get hurt instead of seeing others in pain. Don't worry, I'll consider this year as a break, but also something to work towards.

I'll get a job, get money, buy myself what I always wanted, and study hard for the things I know I can do better for. Then if you see me next year, don't be a stranger. Love you all - 5A rocks forever. <3




But I hope one day..
oretachi no yakusoku..
I'll be there.
Kanarazu.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:09 pm


Sunday, April 09, 2006

Palm Sunday.
I'm never happy in church, because of all the people that just try to stand out. Which is really dumb, since they make themselves so noticable by raising their arms (unecessary), singing out too loudly (unecessary), raising arms when kneeling (purely unecessary), trying to be the priest by saying what he says (unecessary), and the all-time taking-forever-to-pray-while-people-are-trying-to-exit. So not necessary, people.

I remember some part in the Bible where it said something about wanting to stand out from the crowd, praying in outstanding fashions and doing things out of their way just for attention and eventually getting nothing from God.


Yes, I do listen every now and then okay. :P It's only when it's incomprehensible then I start crapping with my sister. We both have issues with figuring out new hymns. You try reading a book with words and score sheets and singing impromptu. D:

But yeah, just as expected.. my godparents probably look down on me now. I guess among them, only my grandfather would understand. The rest of them..
... aiyah never mind, I'm not supposed to brood over unhappy things right!
I promised. :D


... I swear palms hate me. They've poked me like 1241246^wtf times today. -_- I'll get back at them! I'll cut off all their leaves and make aphids, caterpillars and other critters eat them inside out! DIE PALMS, DIE!








Random fact:
I actually stayed up to 3+am last night and woke early today. Curse you, palms..

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 8:51 pm


Saturday, April 08, 2006

I won't let all this get to me.
I won't be desolate and give up just yet.

Going to RP on monday with Vince. With my letter. I will try my best!






I swear to God, if I make it, I promise I won't be so rowdy, crude, blunt and mean. Ever, ever again. I believe in retribution, and I sure don't want it :s

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 1:22 pm


Friday, April 07, 2006

I guess I don't deserve a school for being so snooty and stuck-up. Everyone's probably wished I don't get a school because I am such an arrogant little bitch. Well, at least your wish has been granted now. I won't get my crumpler bag, my laptop, nor new clothes to teach those Chinese that really (and I really mean really) don't know how to dress.

See. -_-
My retribution, I guess. It had to come sooner or later, so I guess it decided to stick it up my ass so fast I wouldn't know what hit me.



I half-expected my appeal not to be accepted, but I was wondering how I would take it. I guess after Mr Chan said ITE was an option I couldn't face reality I couldn't take it that I wouldn't be in a school with my friends.

I just don't know.. I don't want anyone else involved in this anymore.



I don't even think NAFA wants to accept me because their registration period ends today.
I really have no school...

And people, please don't say "there are definitely other options" if you have no better suggestions okay? If there are, I would've thought about it already. All other polytechnics have closed registrations, I am as dead as fuck now. Thank you.

MI's probably laughing their heads off and calling me a fool.
Yes, I feel so much like a fool now. I deserve it.



So much for an I-won't-let-depression-get-to-me post.. I am still crying like shit.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 5:16 pm


Thursday, April 06, 2006

Okay, people. I am NOT depressed! In fact, I am still the happy-go-lucky me..

... Even though I jolly well know that I'm not supposed to, but yeah, I'll probably go RP tomorrow to see how I can fare against the other people vying to get in.

I've been skipping masses just to avoid the constant inquring from my godparents - O God, striketh thou heavenly bolt of eternal doom upon thy servant's derriere, as I hath brought it upon thyself!

Sorry, felt like doing that. ;_;

Anyway, I appreciate everyone's concern but I'll be fine, really. I've been through worse ordeals, this isn't really a biggy to me. So chill, don't let my problems be part of yours, especially if you have your own burden to carry. But thanks lah. You all, don't worry okay. :D If I had serious problems with my personal joy, my name wouldn't Gloria already.


... Okay not related. XD But I am happy with my life! I haven't been emo apart from getting very cranky, but that's another story for another time.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:43 pm


Wednesday, April 05, 2006

So sleepy.. Must've laughed too much. XD

Was absolute fun going out with Rona again and watching Ice Age 2! Yes yes, go watch - I promise you that even if you don't understand angmoh jokes, you'll be tickled pink to know that it's still that hilarious.

Josh Peck plays Eddie's voice! How cool is that. :D Sure I recognised the voice, but I didn't expect Disney to use a Nickelodeon actor for voices.. ah well. @_@


We went crazy later (as usual), and yay! I enjoyed myself today a lot. Thank you min! <3

Cheer up kay? I'll buy you a Sid/Diego/Eddie/Ellie doll. If don't have, I'll make one! ... Although it'll probably resemble nothing but a bean bag, you can vent your frustration upon it! *hugs* Cannot be upset or let what other people say get to you okay? They have no right to tell you who you are. <3





Okay now, I'm really really sleepy.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:35 pm


Tuesday, April 04, 2006

SHEESH!

Converted Christians always give me reasons to hate them.

It is NOT in your duty to go around preaching to everyone about God.
I open my door out of curiousity and kindness (because I do know how it feels to be ringing doors and have no one answer when there are people at home >_>), and I get a preaching.

Yes, they come up to the door, and can't speak a speck of proper English, and attempt to preach the bible to me. HELLO, WHY DO I HAPPEN TO HAVE 4 SETS OF THEM HUH. I read them as a kid for kicks, I don't need you to tell me Daniel 3:15 - about God destroying every other kingdom on Earth apart from his.

.. I actually thought that was harsh to have that in the bible. I liked being a Christian because it was all about forgiving and letting sins die. Wasn't that what Jesus did, anyway?

But I shan't digress.
These two ladies claim they would COME BACK (yes, the horror) to teach me more about the bible. I hope I'm not there when they're back, or I'll be really angry.

They cannot pronounce my name for nuts. I cringe whenever someone mispronounces my name and writhe when they fail to say it right even when I correct them.
I give you two suggestions:
1) Go back to what you used to believe in.
2) It's GLO-REE-AH damn it, GLO-REE-AH.


... 'Gorieh' my ass.

I don't want to be mean, but the next time they come around I'll use my newest punchline.

Face, meet Door.
Door, meet Face.
*SLAM!*



I love Drake & Josh. <3

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:25 am


Monday, April 03, 2006

James Blunt is like, such an awesome singer.
Someone who can just make you sigh in awe, contentment, elation, sadness or even anger. Okay maybe not the last one, but I love his songs. They don't only sound soothing, but they're so meaningful, too.


James Blunt - Tears and Rain

I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See a liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I'd screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Tears and rain
Far, Far away;find comfort in pain
All pleasures the same: it just keeps me from trouble
Its more than just words; its just tears and rain

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:17 pm


Saturday, April 01, 2006

I feel bad for getting angry at everyone who's been trying to talk to me these few days. So sorry ;~;


Maybe it is that time-of-the-month thing, but I wouldn't know.. o_o

But hey!
What better way to cool off than watching Ice Age 2?!

No, I haven't gone.
BUT I DO SO WANT TO! Watching silly Diego claw the life of the sloth who's stupidity is probably the same level as Patrick Star's, the ancient squirrel on a life journey to find that one acorn he's sworn to protect, and the wooly mammoth that finds hugs so damn abhorring. XD

I have the best going-out idea.
1) Watch movie.
2) Dinner at Carl's Jr.
3) Shopping.
4) Go home.
5) K.O!

Hohoho, this can't get any better. :D



Wait lah, I haven't finished.

... I need money first. ;~;







Haven't got any letter yet.
Dum dee dum..

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:00 pm






herself:



gloria sinclair chua;
nineteen;
08121988;
saggitarius;
dragon;
singaporean;
a photographer wannabe,
an aspiring hairstylist,
and a hopeless apparel designer.

would die for:



a score of 20 and below.
some form of world peace.
the Japanese language.
a Japanese dictionary.
learning guitar/piano/drums.
an mp3.
new earpieces.
a synthesizer/keyboard.
a Gibson Thunderbird IV bass. <3
an LCD monitor.
a laptop.
an art tablet.
a New Urban Male bag.
a nice jacket/sweater.
BMW X-5 SERIES!!@~!@~!!
a new pencilbox.
her own skateboard.
Wacom Graphire 3.
a small wooden manequinn.
new spectacles.
a pair of twin kodachi.
a trip to Florida.
a new house.
a refurbished room.
a walk-in wardrobe.
infinite haircuts.
red hair.
purple hair.
blue hair.
gold highlights.
red highlights.
white highlights.
coloured hair extensions.(OMGSOLIAN)
a new watch.

loathes:


coffee
bullies
gore
green
bad hair days
Adidas
vegetables
heights
snooty asswipes
tone-deaf "singers"
ingrates
flying critters
storms ._.
the dark
silence
liars
alter-ego o_O
attention seekers
people that give it to them
ultimatums

loves:


angmohs oho!
family
friends
SHOPPING
picking on bullies :D
literature
this and this and this and this
art
anime
music
musicians
ROCCKKK
surprises
lightsticks! <3
gaming~
the beach
KoF~
Ben & Jerry's
keeping promises
challenges hollerback here:


my solace:

aishah.
aliman.
bryan.
cassie.
cheryl.
daisy.
edmundooi.
eunice.
farhanah.
jiemin.
jerry.
josline.
kaitou!
kelly.
moonkian.
noel.
renny.
ron.
rona ♥
shosho.
tiffany.
travis.
koyo.
valerie!
weixiang.
william.
yanliang.
yaozhong.
yin ♥

- GazetteShop.
- NihilistGiraffe.
- DeviantART.
- Fark.com.
- lyrics.
- megatokyo.
- orisinal.
- endofworld.
- theresheis!
- theresheis!II

credits:

Blogger.
Photoshop.
Imageshack.
Google.com
Stock.
Stock #2.



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