Wednesday, May 25, 2005
I am not interested in Tom Chan's or anyone's blabberings anymore. I don't CARE if I pass or fail my exams. He doesn't realise that what he does merely adds on to our already fully-loaded stress level. WHY do I have to sit here and listen to him nag on and on and on? I am trying; the whole class is trying. I am not going to "waver and drift away from my goal" because I WILL achieve my goal. I did mine last year (by luck, o'course), and this year there's no excuse, either. I have my determination. I just need time - not more stress than what we need and what you teachers always seem to hand out like freebies for kiasu Singaporeans to grab.DON'T say to our faces that you are "willing to give up holidays to do ISP (Intensive Study Programme)" with us. We don't NEED your pity, we don't want you to "sacrifice" and "GIVE UP" your "family time" for us. Don't you DARE make yourself into some emotionally blackmail freak, and don't make it seem like it's OUR fault you can't spend good ol' family time and have to do ISP with us. Do we look any less willing than you?! Trying to make us feel guilty.. pui! I just hate people when they resort to making themselves look like that.
Chinese ISP today was okay - other than that biatch behind Jiamin and Zhihui making such a racket. Many times they've turned around, and so have I. That slut's laugh makes my blood curdle and probably even coagulate, and make me want to puke it all out. At the end of the session, we glared at her, and I exclaimed "Ta ma de.. Next time session like this I might as well not come. Ka na sai, chao si ren! (So loud to the extent of waking up the dead)"
I suppose she figured (and about damn time, too) we were really mad with her.. for she was the 1st to dash out even though we were occupying the middle aisle. Biatch, I hate express-streamed people that think they are so good, that they can flaunt their so-called intelligence and make pompous remarks. If all they intend to do is make damn noise in the room during ISP, might as well NOT COME! My God, even I went without noise (and yes, shut up.. my going to ISP is not a "jing si", I want a B3/4 for Chinese okay?) and getting ticked off while listening to the teacher. Wah KAO, the teacher also doesn't have to yell in the microphone ma, not like she teaching for the 1st time. If she wants silence, just use reverse psychology la.. shut up, then just wait for everyone else to "zhi dong" keep quiet as well! Man, you people need students to teach teachers how to shut students up..
But okay, the ISP was pretty fine. I learnt some stuff thanks to Yindi (thanks! =D), and was able to read without much of pausing every now and then. Feel pretty proud of it. =P
By the way, I need new songs... Gomen if you actually could tell this is Ayumi's
"Evolution" without guessing twice; I am stuck for songs since I listen to the radio more. I can't put "Feel Good Inc" or "Hollaback Girl" either; I've put them for a pretty long time. But I still can't lose my addiction for this song.. so unless you give me more Ayumi songs (or others.. no chinese though! XD), you'll have to hear the same mundane, boring and dull lala songs.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 4:50 pm