Monday, April 18, 2005
Woke up late again today. I couldn't wake up from a dream, rather.Now now, don't get me wrong, I wasn't having any tantalising dream, heh. In my little dream, though, I was sleeping as well. I couldn't wake up, no matter how hard my mum shook me, but the me in the dream was yelling "I want to wake up..", and so was I. Dreams like these aren't interesting. But I couldn't wake up, in my dream nor in reality. I finally woke up thanks to my mum opening the door and yelling in chinese "Gloria! 6:30 already!"
/me jolts out of bed and scrambles to bathroom in record time.
But yeah, in school, I kinda let down my guard a lot. My eyes are screaming with fatigue, my head keeps lulling itself to sleep, and I walk all zig-zaggy. =s Worse off, Min's not here to keep me awake, at least. Take care min! *hugs* Get well soon. =)
Lit wasn't so bad lah. Miss Mrs Hoe already. =(
But yeah, Ms Chong (I think that's how we're supposed to call her) was nice. She told me she'd read Dave Pelzer's book as well, and liked it. Me thinks she's cute. =>
Well, onward to the other Ms Chong. Her tone was absurdly contrasting and really irritated me. Grrr. >_>
I am hereby going to give up doing homework, and decide to do more self-study or finish my hw IN SCHOOL. Might seem wrong, but considering the alternatives - wait, there are no alternatives that seem to work for me. =s
So yeah, as I am writing this actually (FYI, I wrote this in my book, copied this out on blog), Mrs Chiu is keeping me and some other students 'prisoner' in class. I don't care, I really couldn't care less. She knows dead well I won't do my work. Not some wuss that does it just because to shut her trap, nor because of "diedie must do, teacher call parents UHOH!"
Uhm, yah.
Anyway, Mrs Chiu just gave up persuading and told me bluntly that she'd inform my parents. Go right ahead, I though.
But I still didn't go for recess. Nas and Isaac taught me Chem (thank God for that), and I was bent on finishing my bio notes today (still haven't, *UHOH*).
At 12:00pm:
English lesson. Tom's making us do some summary with only a 100 word limit. Wtf =s To think I exceeded it (again -_-). But uuhh, never mind lah hor. ^^;
Back home, I'm feeling really bored, my cat's going crazy, and I almost mistook Felicia for my aunt. I was like "Ehhh, AH YI?! You slimmed down so much!" But before I could say anything, I stared.. and realised it was not my aunt, but Felicia. XD Jie's going to kill me for mistaking her friend for being some aunt of mine.
Sigh, come to think of it, I now feel that it was so pointless to tell Mrs Chiu all that. Given the circumstances, NO parent would've ever, ever believed that bullsh*t. But really, I don't EVER do things that have no logic, unless you explain to me that "it's like that because it's just like that". Then fine, I'm not objecting. But when I don't understand anything, no one bothers to explain and you people expect me to know? I just want to understand, and I'll do the rest by myself. I fully understand the concept for maths, and all the equations (just not memorising them just yet), and by piling up my work, all the more I can't work by myself and get to memorising the essential things!
I just want to get the gist, not be some professional. I'm not that much of a perfectionist.
Why do you think I like Biology that much? It's because Mrs Wong always bothers to explain whatever logical questions we raise, and explain it in a logical fashion, despite the number of times she just changes our answers we give. =s
It's simple. If nothing is ever explained, I'll do just... nothing.
No point going on about homework, shoving at us equations, throwing countless amounts of worksheets, and force us to finish it only to get back effortless work. Sure, you would call it practice. But really, if I work at my pace, it'll be so much better. I know it'll be a high price to pay; dragging the class down with me being such a burden, and neither will I be ever allowed to not hand up my work (I'm expecting another Tiger Lecture soon).
Oh well. I'll have to crack Project: Gloria CHIONG AH! only at the last few weeks before O's then, if I'm disallowed to do this and that.
OH, about the issue of Casino?
Eh, I think I'll talk about it tomorrow. My post might be too long already. =x Heh.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 6:58 pm