Tuesday, March 22, 2005
School started out pretty okay. I got to laugh at Jessica for trying to lie. Walk past her once while she was talking to Tom Chan, then hissed in her direction, "Liaarrrr~". She most probably heard - well, I did want her to hear it, anyway. Not like I ever spite people behind their backs. If I wanted to insult I do it in their faces. But yeah, then when Mr Chan told her off to go back to class, I gave her a smug grin and laughed in her face again (HAHH!). Now now, please don't start calling me mean.. but she is shameless enough to participate in events that shouldn't include her, and yet.. if she can stand all the sarcasm in the so-called 'cheers', I don't see how mine will affect her. Besiiiides, she's got such a loving boyfriend that loves her to bits. *coughcoughchokewheeze* BPian Idol, other talent shows, and even Teachers' day and CNY? Like, wow.. she really can pull off a Xuantong without knowing the total embarrassment. Hell, she even made Kaili pissed once by trying to compete in running with her. (Of course Kaili won laaahs. Don't underestimate her kay!)Then there was CME. We realised that *gasp* we haven't touched our project at all! Little me just HAD to lie and say we did some.. but heck, I have no intention of lieing and not doing, so I'm getting this shit done ASAP. Might take me some time.. but heck, I think we can finish this! Ganbatte girls~ o/
And more fun with Lit and Mrs Hoe! I went on my grouping with Baqir, Bumi, Haobin, Xinhan and Junhao. Being the only girl sucks.. but hey, I'm not the one bullied XD *points and laughs at Junhao* We were talking about Kenneth and how he.. well, I don't really feel he deserved another chance for coming to take the O's. I mean, I specifically recall asking him this when he came back from his 'suspension':
Me: "So, Kenneth.. you willing to come back to reality and study for O's?" (Yeah I know I sound like a geek. ._.)
Kenneth: *nods head eagerly* "Yeah."
That did give me some assurance, since he was making the whole class a little gloomy everytime some teacher asked "Kenneth, wake up!" or "You okay, Kenneth?". Many times we've persuaded, reprimanded, and encouraged.. but you don't seem to understand or even at least.. respond positively. You do for a while, but you digress after a while. Hell, you even started to do stupid things like threaten Zhihui into getting her guy to come and fight with you (kay, as you all know my chinese sucks, so if there are typos, SHUT UP ._.) by saying "你有种你叫你的男朋友来打我啦!" Bad reason to piss off a girl.. and end up in tears yourself. =/
We empathise, but you totally ignore it. We go to you, but you chide it. We order you, and you defy it. I understand your grandfather passed away, but that gives no reason for you to be getting angry, getting on the wrong side of people. As much as the guys would chide you now.. you know that 5A loses more of you. We have lost many people already in this war of Secondary life. Kaixian, Jieying, Erene, Eileen, Josline, Clayton, Huda, Nazirah, Izzat, Izwan, Yaozhong, and Tommy have already won their battles, and they move on. You've won part of your battle, but you stayed on with us whilst they carried on in JC/Poly/ITE, and that means if you stay with us, we stay with you. We're not giving up on you, and neither should you on yourself. Stay with us, we'll help you all the way. This, my friends, will apply to each and every one of you. If you think 5A's falling apart, the rebuilding is in progress. I am predicting that by Mid-Year, all of us will realise, wake up from the horrid dream or nightmare we are facing now, and go full speed ahead. "No one stands alone" will probably live in our hearts, and I found the true meaning of why Mr Chan chose this this year. Still remember the Secondary one motto? "Capedium!" That's right, we'll live by it too.
がんばって,5A! We can do it. =D
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 4:02 pm