Wednesday, May 02, 2007

So I was on the way back home on the bus, and these 3 NP people start talking like a bunch of preppy-wannabe kids. Seriously, I had no idea people were actually that stupid..

#1: "So like, I was at Hawaii, and I didn't know they had their own language."
#2: "There's no language called Hawaiian, stupid."
#3: "Yeah there is, it's something like Maui."
#2: "Not that I've heard of it.."
#1: "I think <#3>'s right though."

Wow.. just.. wow. There is a hawaiian language, dung-for-brains. Maui is a freaking PLACE in Hawaii, not a damn language. Jesus I felt like laughing so badly, but I decided not to act crazy and kept mum.

So yeah, aside from that little deviation, I feel that SIM is completely pointless and mundane. Should've guessed so earlier eh? But now that I look at it, I am completely alone. Sure I was probably a loner all along, but it hurts that friends talk about each other behind their backs and pretend to be friendly in front of each other. I hate seeing someone else do that because I know I am probably a victim as well.

I don't know. Dad asked me what I thought about this course. All I said was "yeah, it's alright". I can't believe I lied.. He could've saved up all that money and I could've gone to NAFA and did something I would've been passionate about instead of bitching on how these projects suck so much, and how I have no idea what anyone is talking about.

Gross profit, Earnings Per Share, Marginal Revenue, Contribution Margin..

.. Ouch, my whatever that's left of my brain still hurts. My oh-so-common mistakes in English prove that to be true, now. I even had to have Dhruv repeat the concept of Rate of Returns of Shareholder's equity like five times just so I could understand.

Or maybe it was his heavy Indian accent.
<_<
>_>
I don't know.

But right now, I search for the impossible..
.. I search.... for a friend.
A true friend that would stick his/her neck out for me like I would for him/her. I've found a few before, but they've got their own lives to lead. They are missed dearly, though.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:20 pm






herself:



gloria sinclair chua;
nineteen;
08121988;
saggitarius;
dragon;
singaporean;
a photographer wannabe,
an aspiring hairstylist,
and a hopeless apparel designer.

would die for:



a score of 20 and below.
some form of world peace.
the Japanese language.
a Japanese dictionary.
learning guitar/piano/drums.
an mp3.
new earpieces.
a synthesizer/keyboard.
a Gibson Thunderbird IV bass. <3
an LCD monitor.
a laptop.
an art tablet.
a New Urban Male bag.
a nice jacket/sweater.
BMW X-5 SERIES!!@~!@~!!
a new pencilbox.
her own skateboard.
Wacom Graphire 3.
a small wooden manequinn.
new spectacles.
a pair of twin kodachi.
a trip to Florida.
a new house.
a refurbished room.
a walk-in wardrobe.
infinite haircuts.
red hair.
purple hair.
blue hair.
gold highlights.
red highlights.
white highlights.
coloured hair extensions.(OMGSOLIAN)
a new watch.

loathes:


coffee
bullies
gore
green
bad hair days
Adidas
vegetables
heights
snooty asswipes
tone-deaf "singers"
ingrates
flying critters
storms ._.
the dark
silence
liars
alter-ego o_O
attention seekers
people that give it to them
ultimatums

loves:


angmohs oho!
family
friends
SHOPPING
picking on bullies :D
literature
this and this and this and this
art
anime
music
musicians
ROCCKKK
surprises
lightsticks! <3
gaming~
the beach
KoF~
Ben & Jerry's
keeping promises
challenges hollerback here:


my solace:

aishah.
aliman.
bryan.
cassie.
cheryl.
daisy.
edmundooi.
eunice.
farhanah.
jiemin.
jerry.
josline.
kaitou!
kelly.
moonkian.
noel.
renny.
ron.
rona ♥
shosho.
tiffany.
travis.
koyo.
valerie!
weixiang.
william.
yanliang.
yaozhong.
yin ♥

- GazetteShop.
- NihilistGiraffe.
- DeviantART.
- Fark.com.
- lyrics.
- megatokyo.
- orisinal.
- endofworld.
- theresheis!
- theresheis!II

credits:

Blogger.
Photoshop.
Imageshack.
Google.com
Stock.
Stock #2.



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