I don't know why I have a brat for an elder sister.
Apart from the fact that she thinks she's always right, she has to go on about me when she does the same things she claims I do. Like her being around isn't tormenting enough.
Look. It's bad enough I'm stuck trying to figure out if I should go MI, you don't have to fucking rub it in everytime you attempt to sound smart and as an "older sister". At least I don't attempt to slap the fuck out of your face everytime you rebuke, so look at you now. I'm having a conversation with mum, and you come and bitchbitchbitch.
Please lah, at least practice what you preach every now and then. Not too hard to ask for, yah.
As much as I want to go to a school, seeing as MI would accept me, I want to go for Biomedical Science so much more. I'm giving it my all if I could - we even went to RP and I was already fucking prepared to give them a speech of the year to have them accept me, but NO. You think that's not good enough. Everything has to be up to your standard.
Hell, you didn't even bother finding a nice course even though back then you had 21. You have no damn right to talk to me, much less interrupt, about my decision on courses at all. No one ever invited you into the conversation; don't assume that your opinion is valued.
Anyway, I've been told the appeal dates are at the end of this month, but I'm really stuck. Do I actually go for a course I don't like just because I can't handle MI? I don't even know anything anymore.. I feel so confused and upset, but I don't want anymore people to worry.. they have their own problems, I don't want to be a burden to them.
.. And then there's chalet.
I don't know already lah.. I don't want to make anyone feel like I'm pangseh-ing them, but right now, I can't even find a stupid job. I want to go, but I'll probably end up asking money from my parents again. Then everytime go out friends end up paying for me. It's something I don't want to ever do again.. I don't care if they mind or not, I feel like crying everytime I go out with them.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 2:46 pm
herself:
gloria sinclair chua;
nineteen;
08121988;
saggitarius;
dragon;
singaporean;
a photographer wannabe,
an aspiring hairstylist,
and a hopeless apparel designer.
would die for:
a score of 20 and below.
some form of world peace.
the Japanese language.
a Japanese dictionary.
learning guitar/piano/drums.
an mp3.
new earpieces.
a synthesizer/keyboard.
a Gibson Thunderbird IV bass. <3
an LCD monitor.
a laptop.
an art tablet.
a New Urban Male bag.
a nice jacket/sweater.
BMW X-5 SERIES!!@~!@~!!
a new pencilbox.
her own skateboard.
Wacom Graphire 3.
a small wooden manequinn.
new spectacles.
a pair of twin kodachi.
a trip to Florida.
a new house.
a refurbished room.
a walk-in wardrobe.
infinite haircuts.
red hair.
purple hair.
blue hair.
gold highlights.
red highlights.
white highlights.
coloured hair extensions.(OMGSOLIAN)
a new watch.
loathes:
coffee
bullies
gore
green
bad hair days
Adidas
vegetables
heights
snooty asswipes
tone-deaf "singers"
ingrates
flying critters
storms ._.
the dark
silence
liars
alter-ego o_O
attention seekers
people that give it to them
ultimatums
loves:
angmohs oho!
family
friends
SHOPPING
picking on bullies :D
literature
this and this and this and this
art
anime
music
musicians
ROCCKKK
surprises
lightsticks! <3
gaming~
the beach
KoF~
Ben & Jerry's
keeping promises
challenges
aishah.
aliman.
bryan.
cassie.
cheryl.
daisy.
edmundooi.
eunice.
farhanah.
jiemin.
jerry.
josline.
kaitou!
kelly.
moonkian.
noel.
renny.
ron.
rona ♥
shosho.
tiffany.
travis.
koyo.
valerie!
weixiang.
william.
yanliang.
yaozhong.
yin ♥
- GazetteShop.
- NihilistGiraffe.
- DeviantART.
- Fark.com.
- lyrics.
- megatokyo.
- orisinal.
- endofworld.
- theresheis!
- theresheis!II
Blogger.
Photoshop.
Imageshack.
Google.com
Stock.
Stock #2.
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