Thursday, June 14, 2007

I don't know. I'm the kind of person who doesn't cry because it's over, but smiled because it happened. Or so you may think.

Going through problems in life again. Sure sure this is a blog and I'm supposed to just poooooour everything out, but since this isn't your typical Dear Diary moment where only the writer (besides, it's not like I'm considered anonymous) know about it, I prefer to keep mum. I can safely divulge that it's a lose-lose situation here though. Meh, I'll have to consider my priorities and figure out a way.

My friends asked me if I just make up my life as it happens..

I told them that since you'll never really know what happens in life, best to expect the unexpected and prepare for everything and anything. Which is probably why I tend to get paranoid and get all ready for worst-case scenario solutions. And that might also explain my happy-go-lucky nature, since I have no qualms about obstacles.


*Shrugs*

To me, every problem has it's solution. Nothing is impossible, just really difficult. I've told myself that since I was a child. Yes, at the age of 6 I was telling myself that whoever said things were impossible were just lazy to figure out a way to handle the issue at hand.

That might be why I'm usually lost in thought, because I'm just trying to solve a little problem like.. getting that child's balloon from the ceiling that no one can reach.

Ah, I can still remember that glorious day..
For 10 minutes I watched people struggle and jump to reach that balloon. Then I took tape, a ruler, and handed it to the tallest person (that despite all the jumping and hopping and even brought a chair, could not reach). I asked him to try hitting the balloon with the now-sticky taped ruler, and the balloon came down, stuck on the ruler. (Btw, the balloon didn't have its string attached to it, which apparently made it the problem in the first place, lol.)

It's just little things that people can do when they're observing; a train of thought that runs through your mind giving you an invisible mind map of solutions and picking out the most practical and accomplishable one. Just a matter of being able to clear your mind and focus.

Sadly, I wish that would happen when it came to studying.


Oh yeah I forgot, it only happens when you're interested in something. Now I just wish I could train my mind to like something totally abhorring. >_>

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:32 pm






herself:



gloria sinclair chua;
nineteen;
08121988;
saggitarius;
dragon;
singaporean;
a photographer wannabe,
an aspiring hairstylist,
and a hopeless apparel designer.

would die for:



a score of 20 and below.
some form of world peace.
the Japanese language.
a Japanese dictionary.
learning guitar/piano/drums.
an mp3.
new earpieces.
a synthesizer/keyboard.
a Gibson Thunderbird IV bass. <3
an LCD monitor.
a laptop.
an art tablet.
a New Urban Male bag.
a nice jacket/sweater.
BMW X-5 SERIES!!@~!@~!!
a new pencilbox.
her own skateboard.
Wacom Graphire 3.
a small wooden manequinn.
new spectacles.
a pair of twin kodachi.
a trip to Florida.
a new house.
a refurbished room.
a walk-in wardrobe.
infinite haircuts.
red hair.
purple hair.
blue hair.
gold highlights.
red highlights.
white highlights.
coloured hair extensions.(OMGSOLIAN)
a new watch.

loathes:


coffee
bullies
gore
green
bad hair days
Adidas
vegetables
heights
snooty asswipes
tone-deaf "singers"
ingrates
flying critters
storms ._.
the dark
silence
liars
alter-ego o_O
attention seekers
people that give it to them
ultimatums

loves:


angmohs oho!
family
friends
SHOPPING
picking on bullies :D
literature
this and this and this and this
art
anime
music
musicians
ROCCKKK
surprises
lightsticks! <3
gaming~
the beach
KoF~
Ben & Jerry's
keeping promises
challenges hollerback here:


my solace:

aishah.
aliman.
bryan.
cassie.
cheryl.
daisy.
edmundooi.
eunice.
farhanah.
jiemin.
jerry.
josline.
kaitou!
kelly.
moonkian.
noel.
renny.
ron.
rona ♥
shosho.
tiffany.
travis.
koyo.
valerie!
weixiang.
william.
yanliang.
yaozhong.
yin ♥

- GazetteShop.
- NihilistGiraffe.
- DeviantART.
- Fark.com.
- lyrics.
- megatokyo.
- orisinal.
- endofworld.
- theresheis!
- theresheis!II

credits:

Blogger.
Photoshop.
Imageshack.
Google.com
Stock.
Stock #2.



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