A conversation on my dilemma with my cousin, Vince.
me: okay but still
me: either i BEG my sister to request my boss let me off the work
me: or i just bo pian study all the way at work lor
me: my job is from 4-11 btw
me: CONFIRM exam day not enough sleep one.
vince: ya eh tell boss to let u off
vince: is bobian
me: cannot de
vince: boss usually would understand one ba
vince: at most say I QUIT!
me: from the start my friends were in already
me: then 1 say cannot cos she got violin/camp/work
me: then i had to tell my other friend she no need also because they hired someone else, so it's okay
me: but NOW if i tell him that i cannot do it
me: it becomes my sisters fault for bringing me in
me: this is not the first time it happens to her if i quit lor tts why i damn stressed
me: aiyah i don't know what to do already sia..
vince: talk to your sis ba
vince: no choice le
vince: priorities in life always come first
vince: in our case would be studies
vince: have to study
vince: if still fail
vince: then at least u know u tried
I don't know. I haven't cried this bitterly since I got my O level results.
I'm damn scared.
Everyone else I've told this to is telling me to leave the job but it's not as easy as they think.. It's at the expense of my sister's reputation and I'd rather take the blame than her, but I just don't want people to think of STUPID reasons on why I failed these subjects (and just so you know, so far those that told me their results were either the same as me, slightly better, or worse).
Yay I just screamed at my mother. Gogo filial piety.
I should hang myself now to save everyone the trouble.
No one needs to pay school fees; "what school?"
My sister has a good excuse; "oh my sister died"
And they don't need to buy 5-room flats anymore; "here, take this extra room as a walk-in wardrobe Grace ^___^"
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 12:57 pm
herself:
gloria sinclair chua;
nineteen;
08121988;
saggitarius;
dragon;
singaporean;
a photographer wannabe,
an aspiring hairstylist,
and a hopeless apparel designer.
would die for:
a score of 20 and below.
some form of world peace.
the Japanese language.
a Japanese dictionary.
learning guitar/piano/drums.
an mp3.
new earpieces.
a synthesizer/keyboard.
a Gibson Thunderbird IV bass. <3
an LCD monitor.
a laptop.
an art tablet.
a New Urban Male bag.
a nice jacket/sweater.
BMW X-5 SERIES!!@~!@~!!
a new pencilbox.
her own skateboard.
Wacom Graphire 3.
a small wooden manequinn.
new spectacles.
a pair of twin kodachi.
a trip to Florida.
a new house.
a refurbished room.
a walk-in wardrobe.
infinite haircuts.
red hair.
purple hair.
blue hair.
gold highlights.
red highlights.
white highlights.
coloured hair extensions.(OMGSOLIAN)
a new watch.
loathes:
coffee
bullies
gore
green
bad hair days
Adidas
vegetables
heights
snooty asswipes
tone-deaf "singers"
ingrates
flying critters
storms ._.
the dark
silence
liars
alter-ego o_O
attention seekers
people that give it to them
ultimatums
loves:
angmohs oho!
family
friends
SHOPPING
picking on bullies :D
literature
this and this and this and this
art
anime
music
musicians
ROCCKKK
surprises
lightsticks! <3
gaming~
the beach
KoF~
Ben & Jerry's
keeping promises
challenges
aishah.
aliman.
bryan.
cassie.
cheryl.
daisy.
edmundooi.
eunice.
farhanah.
jiemin.
jerry.
josline.
kaitou!
kelly.
moonkian.
noel.
renny.
ron.
rona ♥
shosho.
tiffany.
travis.
koyo.
valerie!
weixiang.
william.
yanliang.
yaozhong.
yin ♥
- GazetteShop.
- NihilistGiraffe.
- DeviantART.
- Fark.com.
- lyrics.
- megatokyo.
- orisinal.
- endofworld.
- theresheis!
- theresheis!II
Blogger.
Photoshop.
Imageshack.
Google.com
Stock.
Stock #2.
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