Finally, school is
over.
However, that doesn't mean my semester is.
.. That is, if I happen to fail any exam. Man I sure hope not, I'm sure you guys know how much of a bummer repeating something is.
Even if it's baking a cake.
Or taking a driving test.
Or sorelosers not wanting to lose 1 round of DotA and keep yelling "OMG CB, AGAIN!"
Or maybe..
.. Uh, you get the drift. >_>
But despite the fact that I don't really CARE if I pass or fail (okay, maybe I do because my dad will kill me; but I think I can pass. I'm trying hard okay!), I'm not any bit elated that.. well, I should be feeling happy and not sorry for myself.
Even though I still don't know why this feeling keeps sinking in, I know feeling sorry for myself isn't right.
No point in me continuing this rubbish between us..
Look, do what you will.. but when things turn ugly, I'm not helping. I won't even
bother to give you a singly ply of tissue when you end up in tears or something.
....... who am I kidding I can't do that.
Fine, tissue available.
But there'll be a whole lot of "I told you so" coming to you, ass. -___-
Yes I know, gloomy blog posts aren't the nicest things to read about but.. meh I can't let it bottle inside, can I.
I'm not as good as all of you who can shut their feelings up ._. I'll end up going insane and IMH would have to make an air-conditioned super-comfy room just to accomodate a mentally-challenged idiot like me.
Urgh, there I go again.
Time to sleep it off..
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 1:30 am
herself:
gloria sinclair chua;
nineteen;
08121988;
saggitarius;
dragon;
singaporean;
a photographer wannabe,
an aspiring hairstylist,
and a hopeless apparel designer.
would die for:
a score of 20 and below.
some form of world peace.
the Japanese language.
a Japanese dictionary.
learning guitar/piano/drums.
an mp3.
new earpieces.
a synthesizer/keyboard.
a Gibson Thunderbird IV bass. <3
an LCD monitor.
a laptop.
an art tablet.
a New Urban Male bag.
a nice jacket/sweater.
BMW X-5 SERIES!!@~!@~!!
a new pencilbox.
her own skateboard.
Wacom Graphire 3.
a small wooden manequinn.
new spectacles.
a pair of twin kodachi.
a trip to Florida.
a new house.
a refurbished room.
a walk-in wardrobe.
infinite haircuts.
red hair.
purple hair.
blue hair.
gold highlights.
red highlights.
white highlights.
coloured hair extensions.(OMGSOLIAN)
a new watch.
loathes:
coffee
bullies
gore
green
bad hair days
Adidas
vegetables
heights
snooty asswipes
tone-deaf "singers"
ingrates
flying critters
storms ._.
the dark
silence
liars
alter-ego o_O
attention seekers
people that give it to them
ultimatums
loves:
angmohs oho!
family
friends
SHOPPING
picking on bullies :D
literature
this and this and this and this
art
anime
music
musicians
ROCCKKK
surprises
lightsticks! <3
gaming~
the beach
KoF~
Ben & Jerry's
keeping promises
challenges
aishah.
aliman.
bryan.
cassie.
cheryl.
daisy.
edmundooi.
eunice.
farhanah.
jiemin.
jerry.
josline.
kaitou!
kelly.
moonkian.
noel.
renny.
ron.
rona ♥
shosho.
tiffany.
travis.
koyo.
valerie!
weixiang.
william.
yanliang.
yaozhong.
yin ♥
- GazetteShop.
- NihilistGiraffe.
- DeviantART.
- Fark.com.
- lyrics.
- megatokyo.
- orisinal.
- endofworld.
- theresheis!
- theresheis!II
Blogger.
Photoshop.
Imageshack.
Google.com
Stock.
Stock #2.
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