I guess the blow of not having a school hit me so hard because I promised someone we'd eventually graduate and go to a university together. I didn't say I was working so hard for nothing haha..
Such a Love Hina flashback, but then again.. I might just be the Mutsumi here.
So many problems now, but I feel like just forgetting everything.. of course, that's impossible. *slap slap* Reality check. :P
Yes, I still do think this is my retribution. And I accept it, because there's no way around it. This probably teaches me to be a better person in life, and not to get angry just because something didn't go your way.
However, because I
am Gloria, I'll try to write in Straits Times forums and yell at MoE saying even NP's been complaining that even if they opened up classes, those with really low points end up getting in (yes, you know I'm referring to the can-tahan-jc-want-to-slack/follow-friends-so-go-poly kind) instead of us.
Friends, if you still consider me a friend, please please
please don't feel bad for me because it hurts even more if you tried to cheer me up. I don't cry when something bad happens to me, but when people try to make me happier, the pain just amplifies itself so much more.
I know you may think it's rough on me since I fared pretty alright and still didn't get in; but hey, that's life whether you like it or not. I don't want my problem to become any part of yours, because it'll hurt me knowing that you're taking my pain for me and you know I'm that sort of person that would rather get hurt instead of seeing others in pain. Don't worry, I'll consider this year as a break, but also something to work towards.
I'll get a job, get money, buy myself what I always wanted, and study hard for the things I know I can do better for. Then if you see me next year, don't be a stranger. Love you all - 5A rocks forever. <3
But I hope one day..
oretachi no yakusoku..
I'll be there.
Kanarazu.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:09 pm
herself:
gloria sinclair chua;
nineteen;
08121988;
saggitarius;
dragon;
singaporean;
a photographer wannabe,
an aspiring hairstylist,
and a hopeless apparel designer.
would die for:
a score of 20 and below.
some form of world peace.
the Japanese language.
a Japanese dictionary.
learning guitar/piano/drums.
an mp3.
new earpieces.
a synthesizer/keyboard.
a Gibson Thunderbird IV bass. <3
an LCD monitor.
a laptop.
an art tablet.
a New Urban Male bag.
a nice jacket/sweater.
BMW X-5 SERIES!!@~!@~!!
a new pencilbox.
her own skateboard.
Wacom Graphire 3.
a small wooden manequinn.
new spectacles.
a pair of twin kodachi.
a trip to Florida.
a new house.
a refurbished room.
a walk-in wardrobe.
infinite haircuts.
red hair.
purple hair.
blue hair.
gold highlights.
red highlights.
white highlights.
coloured hair extensions.(OMGSOLIAN)
a new watch.
loathes:
coffee
bullies
gore
green
bad hair days
Adidas
vegetables
heights
snooty asswipes
tone-deaf "singers"
ingrates
flying critters
storms ._.
the dark
silence
liars
alter-ego o_O
attention seekers
people that give it to them
ultimatums
loves:
angmohs oho!
family
friends
SHOPPING
picking on bullies :D
literature
this and this and this and this
art
anime
music
musicians
ROCCKKK
surprises
lightsticks! <3
gaming~
the beach
KoF~
Ben & Jerry's
keeping promises
challenges
aishah.
aliman.
bryan.
cassie.
cheryl.
daisy.
edmundooi.
eunice.
farhanah.
jiemin.
jerry.
josline.
kaitou!
kelly.
moonkian.
noel.
renny.
ron.
rona ♥
shosho.
tiffany.
travis.
koyo.
valerie!
weixiang.
william.
yanliang.
yaozhong.
yin ♥
- GazetteShop.
- NihilistGiraffe.
- DeviantART.
- Fark.com.
- lyrics.
- megatokyo.
- orisinal.
- endofworld.
- theresheis!
- theresheis!II
Blogger.
Photoshop.
Imageshack.
Google.com
Stock.
Stock #2.
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