Thursday, March 30, 2006
Had fun going out with Rona, Junhao, HaobinBut MI just loves ruining my day everytime. Well thaaanks.
So they called about my withdrawal form. Again.
Teacher: "Have you given the form already"
".. yes, I told you I gave -"
Teacher: "Have you given the form already"
"YES. I gave it t-"
Teacher: "Then how come the other day the teacher said you said nothing about it? You want me to confirm with her? Eh, wait ah I think I go confirm with her."
*female teacher comes on phone*
Her: "I don't recall you telling me you handed in the form.."
"I did say I already handed in my withdrawal form."
Her: "No, you didn't.."
"I did."
Her: "To Mr Toh..?"
"No, I said I handed in the form. But I didn't say to Mr Toh specifically."
Her: "Oh, okay.. So you didn't hand in the form lah?"
(My goodness..)
If words can not get through to you all I don't know what the hell can. I just hope Mr Toh finds my withdrawal form.. I was informed the two people that called would be my form teachers.
NAHBEI. If I have form teachers like this it's as good as facing a debate team everyday for the next three years.
I don't want to be a stuck-up snob in some Pre-U school. Not now, not ever. Not many people there understand friendship like we do; they don't know what the hell "pakat" means, much less believe in it.
gloria says:
moreover, my course is on things I am really bad in; maths, PoA, econs.. but that's not the main reason
gloria says:
I dislike the teachers - they aren't those kind of people with feeling like what we had in bp
gloria says:
it's like living in prison and all you do is study and no one cares about you, just your results. if you don't do well you're out. and you know me, I don't think I can do well lor.
I guess it is my fault for choosing MI in the first place..
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 12:43 pm
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Oh my gosh. Ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh. >_<I want a PS2 now.
Considering KH2's coming out, oh my gosh I WANT IT!!
[insert running-around-room-in-panic screams here]
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I'll go mad watching YouTube's trailers.
RIKU! SORA! KAAIIIRRIIII!! <3
Screw you Noel, KH is nice. ._.
*dies*
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:45 am
Monday, March 27, 2006
Anyway, no more depressing stuff, I'm not that kind of person.In the chalet, it was so fun! First day Yanliang and I borrowed Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly.
I was always wanting to find out what this game was, because it was rather nostalgic. Won't go into detail as in what, but hell, I didn't regret renting it :D
Yanliang let me play the first part since he's done almost half the game, but it wasn't so scary since I was guided and had the girls to pei me with random screamings haha!
After a while got bosses all that then yah lah, I started freaking out. I really don't know how he can actually tahan not being scared >_> I remember yin and I were screaming, cowering under the blankets when there were scarier parts on the second day lol. XD Okay fine, maybe more on my part, but it WAS scary!
The barbeque was fun lah! Too bad min's camera wasn't there.. but don't worry, we can take pictures anytime de okay? :D I got to cook a lot of stuff, so funny XD Lucky thing no one had diarrhoea the next day, I don't think I want to be held responsible haha.
We then played some 'bearbear' game, of which Lirong, our drunk narrator, did a very good job of hosting.
Ahhhhh! >_<
My class rocks so damn much!
Onto randomness:
I laugh at the Hollaback Crew attempts.
If all the 'hiong' dragon-year BPians united and decided to participate.. aiyoh, I don't think anyone else stood a chance. Nuuuhhh-uhh.
For more details on what I'm talking about, click here. (Lol at the site's quality - even xiaxue's blog looks nicer.)
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 8:25 pm
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Do I have to kill myself to show that life is so much more fucking precious than wasting everyone's time on arguments and their pettiness?I hate arguments. Especially being involved and yet being unable to do anything.
I was probably thinking about that on the last night in chalet, hence the really glum face. What if my real self wasn't that happy all the time? People are so used to the cheerful me that if I have a black face it means trouble?
I come back from chalet, happy like anything knowing I had spent a few days with my classmates, and had a great time.
I guess I wanted to go because I wanted to get away from all the quarrelling my family was getting into. My sister and farhan, my parents, and me thinking of the dumbest things even beyond my comprehension to this day.
I was walking home and I could hear a piano playing in the background. It was probably my ex-tuition teacher, since I always used to hear her play whenever I was done with my lessons. I smiled, since I recognised that piece.
Frédéric Chopin's 'Fantasie Impromptu' in C sharp major.
Yes lol, that piece Andy was like die-die "want to master". It was nostalgic to me, since it's like a piece that reminded me of the class and teachers.
But I come home to my mum telling me I spend so much, I don't even earn, and she quarreled with daddy again over some stupid money problem..
.. I just couldn't take it and cried the hell out of myself. I tried running away from these problems by spending time with nice friends and come home just to see the problems coming back to blow up in my face.
Then mum told me she was just joking. Please lor. If it's to your amusement that you find money more important then even asking how my trip was, I'd rather just kill myself to show you that your 'humour' can really "笑死人".
Gah.
I'm going to go sleep, the lethargy is probably getting to me.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 12:22 pm
Monday, March 20, 2006
Going out with min and yin is so fun! *squishy hugs* Love you! <3Remember 2 years ago I blogged about some kid who was slightly mental and didn't want to go to school? Yes, the one that had the nerve to push me aside? Well, I just ran into him again in CCK interchange.
He's grown up, but still that mental. Not that I have something against him or people who are mentally disabled, but hey, I'm no pushover (literally)! This time, I was walking to the 300 queue and he was walking so agonisingly slow that I gave that sian face, lumbering behind him. Then I noticed something when he turned right towards the queue..
.. he had that same deranged smile! I tried turning back but I was blocked, so I had to stay in queue. Behind him. Like this could get any worse. Well, since this is -my- life, it always does. (I hate my luck, really.) He turns to smile at me with that feral look, and I instantly freaked out. GREAT, just great! My goodness, why do I always have to face things like this..
Then heng the bus came and we finally started moving along.
When I was about to board the bus (he was still in front), he suddenly turned around.
"Ehehehe.. hello.."
... WAH LAAAOO. What do you expect me to do?! That kind of laughter would make me want to do a Naru-punch already!
I was determined to stay far away from him. But the front seats were all taken, so I took one at the back. Lucky thing he took the seat(s) right at the back of the bus, so he wouldn't pose as a major freak-factor.
When approaching our stop, he was hanging on the exit poles and talking to himself (I couldn't hear what he said because I was blasting my own music. Wouldn't want to hear what he mumbles about, anyway) and swinging on the poles while the bus turned around the cul de sac. I let him alight first, in case he tried blocking my exit again. One word: Freeeeaaakkkyyyyy. x_x
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 7:15 pm
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Lol, I just realised how tough it is being a priest.- You have to be eloquent, because if no one understands your English, you're as good as having the whole church lulled to sleep.
- And you have to be creative, but not make up stupid analogies from the parables in the bible that make you sound.. well, stupid.
- You have to abstain from satisfying *cough* carnal desires.
But I guess it's part and parcel of being a priest.. you are after all going on a journey to preach and proclaim the Faith to believers and have to set an example, of which chastity plays an important part. But we all know most men can't handle that, anyway. That's why priests are special people!)
So okay, the priest today (I don't know who lah, I wasn't wearing my specs but he's definitely one of the new guys. He was trying to tell a.. um, joke. (Yes, people did laugh, but anyway:)
"There was a sheep.
It saw a light, so it seemed that it was about to hit another sheep
And it was a stormy night at sea."
*My sister and I look incredulously at each other*
Me: "Eh.. was he trying to say ship?"
Her: "*laughs* YAH!"
*priest goes on*
Get my drift?
Yes, fools, there is a damn difference between ship and sheep (both in pronounciation in meaning, just in case it hasn't absorbed). And it was so freaking obvious, sheesh.
So, speaking of the first point in the "hardships of priesthood".. I REALLY don't have something against people that can't pronounce properly, but it's probably like someone speaking in a foreign language - it's something you have to attempt to 'decipher'. It is possible to try pronouncing things right, but apparently most people don't really care, and that irritates me. >_>
Anyway, I saw Miss Wendy Loh at mass, too!
.. And she was breastfeeding right there. Okaayyy, I am NOT against the breastfeeding-in-public hoo-hah, but lady, this is a CHURCH, not a park! x_x
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:01 pm
Man, talk about shagged..
I am just about to plop my head dead down on the keyboard, after attempting to finish this new skin. Yes, Gackt didn't last very long now, did he.
Anyway, Noel picked mahogany for me (after I decided to make things greyscale), so I made something out of spattered blood (since I found that the unsaturated blog seemed a tad -too- dull). Again. Yes yes I'm sorry, I couldn't find proper stock/backgrounds so I just improvised! I'll probably be stuck with this for some time until I find a new layout to kill my time with.
No cookie if even if you guess the stock this time - I used the ever-popular Magna Carta. Go ahead, poke my eye. GUILT SHALL BEFALL UPON THEE!
But before that, I was actually supposed to use Sora of KH, but I couldn't find a nice picture without his left leg looking like it was amputated, or his keyblade being wrinkly and molten. >_>
So either way, you all have to bear with this dark and gloomy skin for a while, I promise the next one I make will be uh, happier. (If possible, haha.)
Gahhh I'm hungry too. My stomach's totally killing me.
All I'm doing to make myself full is drink bottles of mineral water after bottle, in hopes of
.. Maybe it was the malay chicken rice.
Urgh, whatever it is, I'm off to bed. Good night!
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 12:12 am
Friday, March 17, 2006
People should start to save up and buy themselves a sense of humour.Hell, even my grandmother has more humour in her left pocket than you and your hamster together.
Anyway, onto randomness:
I'm no longer addicted to xbox, but it's probably because it's too easy. A friend of mine, Dan, however, introduced me to some of the few games I could buy.
.. Apparently he doesn't realise that Singapore brings the bazooka to the pocket for console games.
at first I was kinda like "meh...I dont like Xbox >_>"
but then I just decided to enjoy it
I mean Xbox games have THE best prices around here...
I bought 5 for $60
See what I mean?! US$60 for FIVE! One miserable one here costs SG$60.
SG$1 = US$1.7 (roughly, I don't really give much of a flying horse fart for currency exchange shizwiz.)
Sometimes being American does have it's benefits huh. Most of them are automatically funny too, talking about humour..
gloria! says:
I guess I do more evil than good
gloria! says:
but by sheer accident I swear!
Dan says:
haha
Dan says:
how do you accidentally do evil in Fable? =P
Dan says:
"Whoops, that peasant got in the way of my sword..."
But yeah anyway, I'll note down those he mentioned and try renting/buying them, of which I'll probably do when I have the time to go to the mall. :D
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 1:21 pm
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Finally, fresh air :DWent to PS today, they had House of the Dead 4! D: Some guy was pwning with his friend, I would've stood there just watching but kns, being short really sucks sometimes. >_>
But yeah, we decided to watch Yours, Mine and Ours..
And weren't disappointed one bit! Yes yes, the one with Drake Bell in it! <33 Miranda Cosgrove was in there too, but pity Josh Peck wasn't - he'd probably make everything a lot funnier. XD
The show was hilarious, but yeah.. I wouldn't expect anything less from a movie Nickelodeon had a part in.
Oh and before I forget..
To Min's mum: happy happy birthday! \o/
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 8:41 pm
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Too much xbox is bad for you. This picture says it all.Disclaimer: The following graphics may be a little startling, viewer discretion advised. Try not to try this at home.
XD!
Was just joking around with MSN Plus!'s handwrite option to stress on how I actually think I look like when I do too much gaming. Yes kiddies, too much console gaming is bad! Go out, and kick some guy in the nuts. :) You'll feel refreshed (indefinitely a LOT better), and you can come back and thrash your Kraken boss. \o/ He's just lucky your char doesn't kick things where the sun don't shine.
I should take pictures of my character in Fable: The Lost Chapters. He does hilarious stuff like farting, belching, grabbing his crotch in a Michael Jackson-ish fashion, decapitate your enemies, kick their detatched head away from you, cluck like a chicken, flirt and even have sex when commanded to. XD
Ah well.
Time to kick butt! Ciao~ :D
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:40 pm
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Xbox is too easy. Someone needs to buy me a controller, and KoF.THEN WE RUMMMBLLLE!
Anyhow. Apart from my sudden xbox frenzy (I know PS still owns), I have grown to absolutely LOVE Super-Dollfies/BJDs. No idea what that is? Check here.
They're so pretty (God, saying that from me must be pretty damn weird XD), and it's not a barbie-doll-fad kinda thing either.. it's more like art because half of the time the owners mingle with their cameras and make it into a photography session, and even get props for them to pose on, and it's just like modelling - just that you're the one calling the shots, as well as choreographing, designing/making clothes, doing their make-up (possible to get them already made, but applying modifications would be endless fun), and also being their photographer. What the heck, your room can become a modelling studio lah! XD
Another reason why I like them.. well, they're expensive. LOL!
I'm such a sucker for expensive shit even though I know I can't afford them. XD
Juuuust kidding.
But really.. their eyes can cost up to.. say.. $50 (I'm not even sure if that's SGD x_x)? And yeah, one doll fully
Aurore has a beautiful collection of BJD/SDs, but her links are most useful. Then just look at this site makes me SO want to get one for my birthday, haha!
.. I know I don't look like the sort who would adore dolls and yes, most of their clothes are gothic lolita, but these seriously are the shit. You have to prepare their makeup (and yes, lash extentions too!), and it's boosts imagination (not that I really need that, but it's fun if done with friends) along with creativity skills!
I'll get one - I WILL GET ONE!
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 7:09 pm
Monday, March 13, 2006
I don't know why I have a brat for an elder sister.Apart from the fact that she thinks she's always right, she has to go on about me when she does the same things she claims I do. Like her being around isn't tormenting enough.
Look. It's bad enough I'm stuck trying to figure out if I should go MI, you don't have to fucking rub it in everytime you attempt to sound smart and as an "older sister". At least I don't attempt to slap the fuck out of your face everytime you rebuke, so look at you now. I'm having a conversation with mum, and you come and bitchbitchbitch.
Please lah, at least practice what you preach every now and then. Not too hard to ask for, yah.
As much as I want to go to a school, seeing as MI would accept me, I want to go for Biomedical Science so much more. I'm giving it my all if I could - we even went to RP and I was already fucking prepared to give them a speech of the year to have them accept me, but NO. You think that's not good enough. Everything has to be up to your standard.
Hell, you didn't even bother finding a nice course even though back then you had 21. You have no damn right to talk to me, much less interrupt, about my decision on courses at all. No one ever invited you into the conversation; don't assume that your opinion is valued.
Anyway, I've been told the appeal dates are at the end of this month, but I'm really stuck. Do I actually go for a course I don't like just because I can't handle MI? I don't even know anything anymore.. I feel so confused and upset, but I don't want anymore people to worry.. they have their own problems, I don't want to be a burden to them.
.. And then there's chalet.
I don't know already lah.. I don't want to make anyone feel like I'm pangseh-ing them, but right now, I can't even find a stupid job. I want to go, but I'll probably end up asking money from my parents again. Then everytime go out friends end up paying for me. It's something I don't want to ever do again.. I don't care if they mind or not, I feel like crying everytime I go out with them.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 2:46 pm
Friday, March 10, 2006
I went to MI, with pure intentions to withdraw and leave that wretched place forever.At the office, when I handed my form to the lady, she was so nice!
Of course, she noticed my mum was beside me. She offered to get my teacher, arrange for this and that, and spoke so sweetly it was so obviously fake.
But suddenly it hit me that I really don't have a place to go if RP declines my appeal.. My mum then posed a question to my home tutor (I still stifle my laughter when I get reminded of his.. effeminate nature).
"Would she be able to apply here if RP rejected her?"
".. No."
"Wah, like that then how?" *looks at me*
Me: "I don't know la.. I can't turn back le, right?"
*teacher hesistates* "Er, no.."
But in the end, after conversing with baka about whether he thinks I should go ahead with it.. I applied for the subjects there. (I feel so bad for troubling the teacher though, he kept going around the staff room, HoD room, General Office.. Just to get me back in the school. I eat my words about MI having unfeeling teachers. :D)
But the uniform..
SIAN LAAAHH.
Eeyer, I shudder at the mere thought of it. I really hope RP doesn't kill my hopes of wearing spiffy 3/4s everyday - I have to start school when school reopens! ;_;
And there's PE.
And Maths.
And Econs.
And GP.
And PE.
I just hope no KI.
And PE.
WAH. SIAO!
... I don't feel motivated anymore. Nahbeiiii.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:36 pm
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Went to MI to get my withdrawal form today.1) The 'campus' reminds me of dilapidated attap houses.
2) The teachers are uptight freaks.
3) The uniform reminds me of vomit mixed into seawater.
4) The students are cute. (Wait whaa?!)
(No offense meant here, really - I have no right to judge them for I look like a deranged moron with a face that'd probably be mistaken as roadkill. XD)
But the office staff weren't even the least bit friendly.. Like lady, RELAX! How the hell would I know my class/teacher's name when I already explained that I wasn't present to speak to the teacher when they called? And yet she goes on blaming me, like a lesson on phone etiquette (if applicable, lol); I should ask for names, take responsibility of what to do, this that this that nag nag nag.. I dare you to tell that to my mum since she was the one on the phone with the teacher.
Hell, even the security guard was way friendlier than the teachers. At least he bothered to tell us where the office was, and bade us goodbye when we left.
No offense to people that actually LIKE Millenia Institute, but considering half the Singaporean population don't have the slightest clue as to what it is (and maybe half of that don't really give a rat's ass about what it may be), I feel inferior to the A level students. I feel more comfortable being with a group of poly students than trying to fit in and prove I have intellect just to be with Pre-U students.
Poly students are born slackers and kinda are able to stay that way.
However, JC students can't afford to do just that.
My choice would be pretty obvious, huh.
Onto randomness!
Going out with min is priceless. Priceless, I say!
Her: "Wahahahaha I am so hyper I want to put everything on my head!"
Me : "Come, let's go to the di ku (underwear) section."
XD!
Love you! Thanks so much for pei-ing me to go find MI (we'll kill the uncle next time). You're such fun to be with! Muah! *hugs*
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 6:33 pm
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Yay, new skin! Although I don't really like it because I kinda spoilt Gackt :TBUT IT'S GACKT.
みんなガクトが大好き！
Yes yes, more propaganda. :D
Although yes, I must admit it's nowhere near autumn, but since the calligraphy canvas was such a nice shade of yellow (yes, it's Japanese for peace. Took it from DevArt, so credit goes to the stock creator), I decided to go with maple leaves and Gackt just happened to be on my playlist so I chose him.
Hyde? Naw. Maybe next time.
XD
Onto randomness:
I've given up playing FF, but when I decided to look at fauxnatism.blogspot.com, they have this hilarious video from YouTube on some ff parody with cute sfx and gfx. SO EFFING FUNNY! XD
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:51 pm
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Why did I even listen to my mum about not wanting a poly because it's more expensive than JC/MI. Now she doesn't even want to back me up, and even tells me she never said such a thing in the first place. I can't even tell my family anything because all they see is their own interest.Mum only cares about monetary issues. Hers, in particular.
Dad only cares about A level, and how he's gonna end up teaching me Maths in his own way, which is probably some F Maths method I'd never comprehend because I never took A Maths in the first place.
My sister only talks about some course she's interested in, and how I would find it "interesting".
Considering my sister took an extra semester because she probably had no interest in her course, I felt that I had to get BioMed Sci no matter what because I don't want to do something against my will and end up failing and making things worse as it is already.
I really feel lost.. I don't want to go to MI, and I don't really give a rat's ass if everyone else likes it because I can get my A levels there. None of them ever considered how far fetched it is for me to take Maths, Literature, Economics, much less taking up GP and/or KI. If I failed A's I have to spend another year retaking? Or go back to square 1, waiting for a poly to accept me?
I hope they don't set the appeal posting date too late, I don't know what to do since RP said the appeals are open until April. By then, I'd be considered playing truant in MI, wouldn't I? But I can't hide forever. I feel like a fugitive, running away from everything and being afraid of being caught.
And yet, I can't express any of these into words I speak because I'd probably end up bursting in tears because of supressing all that fear inside. But they all don't care, all they care about is me going for A levels, and hoping I can go Uni through there. Everyone thinks going there is nothing big, so why can't I?
If I couldn't cope even with an extra year for O's despite being a Secondary 5 student, what makes them think it's easy with an extra year for A level?
None I say, none.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 4:23 pm
Monday, March 06, 2006
Today.. Min, Yin, Kai, Fen and I went around to appeal for schools. Ah of course I was late again.. Bleh, I really need to stop this stupid habit of dawdling in the house. -_-Once we reached NP, it was packed full of people even though we arrived at like 10. Talk about kiasu-ness, haha! There were parents, and more importantly, a lot of people wanting to appeal.
Anyway. Like BioMed Sci in NP = 10, and MCM at 12 points. And I thought everyone hated biology and what not. So I tried looking at SP's BioMed Sci cut-off points.
Ow. 14.
Then I remembered my mum telling me how Optometry was lousy, and I begged to differ. I took a glance at the COP for that course and was shocked to discover that it was 9 points. I would've cringed if not for the immense crowd.
Alas, Republic polytechnic was my last resort - but thank goodness their COP for BioMed Sci was 20! I had a chance! But shit, if they don't accept me, I have NO choice but to go MI!
.. I so regret listening to mum about placing MI in there in the first place.
But yeah.. we headed to the new RP campus and of all polytechnics to hold an online appeal thingy, THEY did. Greeaatttt. We use ADULT FARE, DANGIT. It pains my heart to use money on transport instead of other glorious things like food or clothing. Ahaha, the irony.
I just pray that MI will stop calling me.. I really don't want to go through all that again. To me, JC/MI is like something everyone is forced to go through. I'm not someone capable enough to handle that. Call me what you will; unintelligent, lazy, whatever; I can't go work while I'm stressed by the people around me working hard and/or being a natural genius. It's in my nature to be playful and procrastinate about things.. but I end up being such a perfectionist I disgust myself.
.. Yes, I'm just that weird.
Or maybe I'm not making sense because it's late. Ah well, good night.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:57 pm
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Yes, I am feeling bitchy. But I shall be nice and not rant today. :DInstead, yesterday with min was so crap la.. it's all my fault, I'm so sorry!!
I was late again, but I finally met min after making her wait for so long >< Then we took the train..
.. In the wrong direction.
SAI. And being the ever-forgetful klutz I am, I didn't even bring out the result slip. -_- Of all dumb things to do.
So we went back to CCK, and boarded the bus back to my house. While I ran into my room to take my things, Sabbath, being the kaypoh she is, trotted to the gate, meowed a bit, and kept looking at min. XD
Running out of time, we left my block and headed to the roads in attempt to catch a cab. Ah the indian uncle was so funny lol! XD He's pretty good with social skills, although some might find it infuriating especially if they wanted a quiet time.
Dang, RP was so empty! We walked up, down, in, out, called them..
"We're sorry, RP is closed for the day."
Me: "Wah liewwww."
And YES. We walked ALL the way to the MRT station. Gahhhh I am so never gonna survive school. And min's right, it doesn't look the least bit comfy unlike NP. I WANT NGEE ANN. ;__;
.. Lol, we both say want to poly in the end go shopping.
We're so fickle, haha!
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 9:13 pm
Friday, March 03, 2006
I ended up crying for over an hour.And it's mum's birthday.
I can't cry because I don't want mum to end up consoling me on her special day.. but I end up doing so because she has such a useless girl for a daughter.
My problem now is..
MI wants me to report on the 6th, but poly appealing is only applicable from the 7-8th, afaik (that's what my cousin said, at least. If he's wrong I'll really make him a kar cheng >_>). And no one wants to give me a solution. Arrghh, must find Carl and pry some info.
誰か助けて・･
助けてくれよ。
うそ、誰もないのか？
そんな・・僕は一人だ？
ふ・・僕を何でもできない。
やだ、それはやだ！
涙を止めないけど
今、僕は大丈夫。ヾ(≧∀≦)ゝ
But Farhan's right. I shouldn't let others affect me.
Many thanks, I feel so much better! :D
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 11:26 am
I woke up early today. Well, early considering I wake up at 9 every other day. Whatever. I don't know if it was the period cramps or my anxiety that kept me awake, but still I got on MSN and found out I was in MI. Great, of all things to happen.
I was really hoping I'd get into at least SP's BioMed, because that's all I'm interested in. I threw in MI because my mum was happy I could get into that, but (I mean no offense to the people that are currently in JC/Pre-U and like the education system) in MI, you go through and extra year just to take the A-level course.
1) I know how it feels like using an extra year to study for O's, since I was secondary 5.
2) I didn't do too well in O's with an extra year. What makes me think I'll excel in A's with another?
3) Considering MI is three years, and so is poly, why trouble myself to go through so much stress when I can go to poly, get work attatchment (and gain experience since I have none), aka get paid for studying and also get a diploma which instantly lands you a spot in the workforce already?
4) If you fail A's, you can't go up, you HAVE to go down. I'll probably end up going back into poly with a failed A result, and I wasted 3 years. 4, if you include the fact that I was in Sec 5.
Should my post here stir an uproar by people in JC/Pre-U/poly, I have no wish to mock/offend your school, your plans of of future or your feelings on how my post is like. This is merely my expression on why I feel that poly would be better off for the likes of me, knowing that I probably can't cope in a JC/Pre-U environment.
Anyhow. I'll probably go appeal for a BioMed Science in RP later, maybe. Not getting my hopes up though, even people like Dina, with 12 points, weren't allowed to appeal! I probably don't even stand a chance..
People that can go JC and have talents to should go, damn it! Taking up the poly space everytime. Nahbei!
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 8:37 am
Thursday, March 02, 2006
My sincerest apologies, I haven't been blogging lately, have I.orz
Well, I rummaged through my CDs and decided to rumble with ff8 again.
... I hate Cerberus, that lousy little 3-headed mutt. :(
I wonder how everyone else kicked his ass without dying, I am such a loser for RPGs haha! XD Anyhow, tomorrow's my mum's birthday (and from random site I got word that it's also Rinoa's birthday! Talk about coincidence XD).. and they said it'd be the posting results too. I hope everyone gets into not what they opted for and like it.
Better not brood on this; it'll be much of a mood drain and I don't think I can afford to see myself like that, much less have my mum upset on her birthday.
All the best!
Don't worry, we'll always be together. Ganbatte! \o/
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 5:32 pm