I am becoming such a bitch.
I've offended a lot of friends and family these few days. I am such an idiot, MY BIRTHDAY'S OVER. No more acting like a princess and trying to get treated like one.
Sorry Mum and Dad, for making you buy things for me that aren't always necessary.
Sorry Jie, I shouldn't be just blowing my top off at you everytime you wake up late.
Sorry Farhan for using you everytime and blaming you.
Sorry Min and Yin, for being so choosy for not wanting long hours for a job.
Sorry Darl, if I seemed really irritating, being ranty and all.
Sorry Jerrold, for always getting mad at you and being stupid.
Sorry Noel, I think I was really an ass to you these few days. =/
Sorry everyone else, I think I'll leave you guys alone and away from me so that things can settle down ba.
Maybe these apologies don't work.. but I hope it gets the meaning conveyed that I'm really sorry. (Even if I know pretty damn well they might not get to see this) I am such an idiot with no feelings for what others may feel and merely see my own pain.
Fei chang dui bu qi.
Maafkan saya.
Hontou ni, gomen nasai.
Sorry.
On another note, I don't know what's wrong with my right eye, but mum says I'm turning blind. I don't care if it's true or not, it hurts a lot and everything was really blur. I checked if there was anything in my eye, but it seems that only the cornea hurts, or whenever I blink. I don't know, if I became blind, I guess I'd kill myself. I don't want to live in pitch-black darkness... I'm horribly afraid of it.
I guess I deserve all this.. at least I really won't be able to see myself cry anymore.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 12:33 pm
herself:
gloria sinclair chua;
nineteen;
08121988;
saggitarius;
dragon;
singaporean;
a photographer wannabe,
an aspiring hairstylist,
and a hopeless apparel designer.
would die for:
a score of 20 and below.
some form of world peace.
the Japanese language.
a Japanese dictionary.
learning guitar/piano/drums.
an mp3.
new earpieces.
a synthesizer/keyboard.
a Gibson Thunderbird IV bass. <3
an LCD monitor.
a laptop.
an art tablet.
a New Urban Male bag.
a nice jacket/sweater.
BMW X-5 SERIES!!@~!@~!!
a new pencilbox.
her own skateboard.
Wacom Graphire 3.
a small wooden manequinn.
new spectacles.
a pair of twin kodachi.
a trip to Florida.
a new house.
a refurbished room.
a walk-in wardrobe.
infinite haircuts.
red hair.
purple hair.
blue hair.
gold highlights.
red highlights.
white highlights.
coloured hair extensions.(OMGSOLIAN)
a new watch.
loathes:
coffee
bullies
gore
green
bad hair days
Adidas
vegetables
heights
snooty asswipes
tone-deaf "singers"
ingrates
flying critters
storms ._.
the dark
silence
liars
alter-ego o_O
attention seekers
people that give it to them
ultimatums
loves:
angmohs oho!
family
friends
SHOPPING
picking on bullies :D
literature
this and this and this and this
art
anime
music
musicians
ROCCKKK
surprises
lightsticks! <3
gaming~
the beach
KoF~
Ben & Jerry's
keeping promises
challenges
aishah.
aliman.
bryan.
cassie.
cheryl.
daisy.
edmundooi.
eunice.
farhanah.
jiemin.
jerry.
josline.
kaitou!
kelly.
moonkian.
noel.
renny.
ron.
rona ♥
shosho.
tiffany.
travis.
koyo.
valerie!
weixiang.
william.
yanliang.
yaozhong.
yin ♥
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- NihilistGiraffe.
- DeviantART.
- Fark.com.
- lyrics.
- megatokyo.
- orisinal.
- endofworld.
- theresheis!
- theresheis!II
Blogger.
Photoshop.
Imageshack.
Google.com
Stock.
Stock #2.
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