Yesterday I was supposed to go out with Jiamin, Yindi and Zhihui after school to buy some pressies from town. Mum just HAD to call and tell me to go to Celestin's house for dinner and yadda-yadda. I didn't mind the fact that we'd be watching a movie, but I also told Jerrold I'd go out with him to buy his Zen Micro. I hate the fact that I keep letting people down.. and upsetting them. Anyway, he bought himself the Zen Micro for S$449, and I'll be wanting one as well. *points to wishlist* I told everyone I die-die must watch Constantine. They agreed. We called to book tickets, and they had NO MORE SEATS. I was like "Oh god.." and had to watch I Do I Do instead. This is soo not fair. I had to watch a JACK NEO movie along with the many other typical, shouty and inconsiderate Singaporeans in the theatre! Didn't enjoy the movie too much either; I just found the hokkien phrases funny. Storyline = SO predictable; SO Singaporean-love-story-ish. When I came home, sis told me she watched Constantine already. Fkk.
Fuhkin-bah.
So today I woke up with a fever, and horrible flu. WHAT THE HECK. Did I upset you, God? Now how the HECK am I supposed to go out and bai nian with this shit? I woke up late, and after my mum told me Jiamin called about the visit to Mr Sim's house, I didn't dare call and tell her. Why. Am. I. Such. An. Idiot. I felt like kicking myself up the ass over and over again; I let people down so many times and I can't even swallow my pride to apologise. But I am truly truly very sorry.
SORRY! >.< Words like this probably cannot express how apologetic I am, but I really never wanted to let anyone down.
Sigh, suan wo suay bah today..I seriously feel utterly shitty of myself; I want to just hide in the dark and stay as a nobody..
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 4:02 pm
herself:
gloria sinclair chua;
nineteen;
08121988;
saggitarius;
dragon;
singaporean;
a photographer wannabe,
an aspiring hairstylist,
and a hopeless apparel designer.
would die for:
a score of 20 and below.
some form of world peace.
the Japanese language.
a Japanese dictionary.
learning guitar/piano/drums.
an mp3.
new earpieces.
a synthesizer/keyboard.
a Gibson Thunderbird IV bass. <3
an LCD monitor.
a laptop.
an art tablet.
a New Urban Male bag.
a nice jacket/sweater.
BMW X-5 SERIES!!@~!@~!!
a new pencilbox.
her own skateboard.
Wacom Graphire 3.
a small wooden manequinn.
new spectacles.
a pair of twin kodachi.
a trip to Florida.
a new house.
a refurbished room.
a walk-in wardrobe.
infinite haircuts.
red hair.
purple hair.
blue hair.
gold highlights.
red highlights.
white highlights.
coloured hair extensions.(OMGSOLIAN)
a new watch.
loathes:
coffee
bullies
gore
green
bad hair days
Adidas
vegetables
heights
snooty asswipes
tone-deaf "singers"
ingrates
flying critters
storms ._.
the dark
silence
liars
alter-ego o_O
attention seekers
people that give it to them
ultimatums
loves:
angmohs oho!
family
friends
SHOPPING
picking on bullies :D
literature
this and this and this and this
art
anime
music
musicians
ROCCKKK
surprises
lightsticks! <3
gaming~
the beach
KoF~
Ben & Jerry's
keeping promises
challenges
aishah.
aliman.
bryan.
cassie.
cheryl.
daisy.
edmundooi.
eunice.
farhanah.
jiemin.
jerry.
josline.
kaitou!
kelly.
moonkian.
noel.
renny.
ron.
rona ♥
shosho.
tiffany.
travis.
koyo.
valerie!
weixiang.
william.
yanliang.
yaozhong.
yin ♥
- GazetteShop.
- NihilistGiraffe.
- DeviantART.
- Fark.com.
- lyrics.
- megatokyo.
- orisinal.
- endofworld.
- theresheis!
- theresheis!II
Blogger.
Photoshop.
Imageshack.
Google.com
Stock.
Stock #2.
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