Thursday, October 21, 2004
Today there was this workshop by this Charles Barton guy... ANGMOH!! <3<3<3<3 (As you can easily figure out, I have a thing for caucasians ._.) He was sooooo funny, and he wasn't good-looking lar. I just like angmohs coz of the accent. ><; That's why I squealed when he entered the classroom. Even Izwan was like "Wah lao, Gloria you blush!!". Um, yah. I couldn't help it! He was IRISH too.. Omigawdd.. =O~~~I really really really enjoyed the lesson. Umbrella hats, plastic bag pom-poms, "SuperSucker" and "SuperChecker" cardboard pieces, and the ever kawaii teacher himself left a very big impression on me. I hope this works for my exams in future, though. ^^
Anyway, my sis sms-ed me about kuma's place. I pity her, but she still thinks that only she matters. No one understands her. Kinda how I feel, but she's like, "everyone doesn't know how I feel! I'm happy the way I was, and I'm going to fucking run away from this place even if I have no shelter."
1) Threats don't work against me. I don't care. Well, I'll have all your stuff. ^^
2) You're making everyone worry because of you. Ever thought of what people felt? By doing this, you're fucking heartless.
3) You're embarrassing the household. Why? I always thought my family was great. Until you had to start making yourself queen and do w/e you liked. Now you're the only and yes I mean ONLY one breaking it all up. Thanks aLOT.
4) If I'm heartless and cold, I'm your reality check. WAKE UP. If I'm nice, it's only because I'm your sister.
5) I hate people who aren't appreciative. You know that.
One thing to say if you ever read this, sis. You're no princess. I've already know what you're gonna be like when you get old. It's not a good thing in the long run but hey, whatever floats your boat. Don't come running up to me and say you regret. Your little sis is way more cunning but yet so naive. You're mature but have the mentality of a 3rd grader. You'll realise that you can't survive without leeching from mum, as you always do, and "don't care if I don't have a place to stay". Har-har-har. Even though you say that, I know you can NEVER stand to sleep in the night w/o a blankie or roof. You'd go to a friends house to make yourself indulge in self-pity. Sadly, I wish someone could just hit you in the face to wake you up. I'll have to talk to you personally to make you accept the truth. You did that before to me, and now's your turn. I'm no person of vengeance, I just like to watch people crumble before the truth I present to them. Eat that, sis.
Today, I've seen you no longer as a capable person. Instead, I see a girl who wants everything her way and cannot live without threatening so that things will go the way she wants it. You.. have given me the worst impression of you, ever. I don't give a flying rat's ass if you read all this, deny it and scold me, coz it's the fucking truth. Sorry Grace, but you're the weakest link.
Good bye.
anyhow whacked by gloria @ 9:55 pm