Friday, October 29, 2004

Yeah well they finally investigated the Friendster stuff.

I got caught as a culprit.

Shouldn't have gone to school today.

Didn't even have the angmoh today! Argh... I still detest the principal. *hmmmpf*

Had to go all the way to the IT Rex while I was cleaning the classroom during the "Use your hands" campaign. Soon Keng was like, "Eh Gloria.. you write so vulgar sia."

"Eh? I vulgar meh..." I gave him a look of pretence. I didn't look like a girl who was vulgar, considering I tucked in my shirt, put my frindge up, and pulled up my ankle-length socks. I looked pretty much more of a nerd than a... Gloria. xD

Anyway, when Mrs Ong stepped in, everyone thought she was crying but she said "I've been having an eye infection for the past week.." I was thinking yeah right, bullshiet. Then she blabbered on about how she wasn't going to sue us, did what she did.. and yadda-yadda. Then we were to do a public apology and have our parents notified. Greeat. I cried at the thought of my parents coming to school to reprimand me. I thought of my mother.. crying. That thought just made me lose it. I started crying. Tiffany, Jasmine and Sera were like "omg Gloria don't cry.." I couldn't help it.. I just didn't want my mum to go through any more. If they want punishment, leave my parents out of this; I'll bear the freaking consequences.

When the "special assembly" was over, I suddenly freaked out again. I didn't know if I was allowed to go home or to wait for my parents to be called down. I... started crying. -_- Luckily, Zhihui and Yindi were there *huggles* (thanks alot, I appreciate it.) and I wasn't very upset when Tom Chan was to call the parents. He came back to class and told me I didn't have to call my parents down; but I had to explain to my mother and that he would talk it out with her. Sometimes.. I have to thank him. He's really trying to be the best form teacher I guess.. only that sometimes he just gets on our nerves, gives us primary school English assignments and gets too KPO. xD Other than that, he's nice.

Today, I'd like to NOT thank my principal, but Mr Chan, Zhihui, Yindi, Jiamin and everyone else who believes that standing up for what's right's right, and that slander should be taken like something part and parcel of their lives. Unless you've never been insulted in public, I don't see why Shirleen Ong can't take it like a woman and swallow her pride. She better not come and find me for writing this in my blog, either. I'd chew on her if she tried making me come back to school to do that lame-ass CIP shiet for the "BPian post". Won't work, since it's already pointless with that OM that doesn't want to listen to students.

Anyway, tmr's the BBQ.. I'm going. As long as I don't get pissed off during 3-10pm, I won't just storm off. ^^ Ciaos~

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:24 pm

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Omg.. can you spell A.N.G.M.O.H? Yeah well my bad, I get attracted too much to caucasians ;_; But heck! Today there was an English course on Speech and Communication, and was by two teachers from England. One was Steve and the other was Mr. Wade. Steve was the uber-hawwtt angmoh, whereas Wade was tha nigga-guy, but HELLLLLL he was cute!! >_< His eyelashes was so long and he had that... accent.. *faints*

And to think I was upset being separated into two groups and not getting taught by Steve.. xD Wade was SO cool! He gave us some funny game and we were like "splat!". Clayton's "splat!" pose was so funny everyone laughed when he "killed" someone. xD I got into the last four people but I shot someone wrong and got splat-ed instead. ~_~ Then we were given a partner each; I got Andy. >.>;

Anyhoo, we were to compare which of the nouns were better.. in example for me and Andy, I was a racing car and Andy was a river. He was like "aiyah.. sure lose liao!" I laughed but wasn't really too sure about myself since well.. he would only give in since I'm un-argueable. xD Or probably because I'm female. *shrugs* But yes, I won his debate. Jiamin won hers against William, too ^^ *hi-5* She pouted when William rebuked her statement and everyone started laughing coz it was cute. Whoops. =X

But when the day ended, I was sooo looking forward to tomorrow where I would be able to see Mr Wade again! <3 And next week when I go back to school... More angmohs since we have more English courses! LOL!

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 5:00 pm

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

I was wrong.

I just had to yell again today.

Got myself in trouble lar.

Good going Gloria. *slaps self*

I just don't know what triggered my anger... I just had to yell. I'm... sorry. I seriously swear I'll shut up.

I never meant to.. no. Not anymore. It's like I'm playing the villan when I'm trying to be good. What in the world.. is just eating my happiness slowly and enjoying every bit of me suffering? I could've just flung the chair in his face. I felt so angry my jaws were shaking. I have seriously.. never.. felt that way. I tried so hard to keep it in and act nonchalant. Everyone thought I was going to shout back. I did.. and stopped and tried talking. Didn't work. I shut up, but... argh. *slaps self*

I will not let this shit get the better of me.

These few days.. I just started crying in my room for no reason. I don't even know what's wrong... I just start to listen to music, think about something, and end up in tears. I just.. feel so depressed now. I don't even think I want to go for the BBQ. Sigh.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:20 pm

Monday, October 25, 2004

I feel like.. kicking myself in the head over and over again. Pain suddenly seems like the only way out to solutions. And I'm not even having exam stress.. how about that.

I didn't know what made me so pissed with City Harvest church. I hate extremists, and the people there that apparently wail and cry over prayers. Okay, probably it's my church environment I grew up in; but wtf? Cry? Get on the floor wailing for Christ? Hey, in my humble opinion, that's.. overreacting. Being a catholic myself.. I shook my head upon hearing so. Not that I wish to insult nor think that people from City Harvest are... weird, but that church has suddenly become an un-holy place. It's turned into a place of fashion and.. urgh, you know. People dress like they're going to some.. ballroom dance or wedding banquet. I wear what I always do to town. Jeans, at the most. No.. I don't mean everyone should wear PJ's or home clothes there, that would be hilarious. XD I just wish people would stop overreacting during mass and just.. be normal. W/e. This topic always keeps me in a dilemma since.. well.. I'm a catholic myself and I don't want people to think I'm.. not "faithful" to my religion. I just don't really.. think of it as something to seriously cry over. But, I apologise to Xin Han if my behaviour of saying "Fuck City Harvest" was mean. I'm sorry. I just.. thought of what the people there did and being a person who never liked extremists, decided to yell that out.

I promise I won't yell at people again... even Aliman said it was bad for the health to curse. I agree. I'll stop. At least.. I'll try. =/

Anyhoo, on a lighter note, some local singer called Jacq Tay came over for some post-exam activity. She was a pretty good singer, although Junhao begged to differ since she wasn't someone of his type. Uhh, suuure. She conveyed the message of self-motivation through singing, and it did work.. since she was trying to psycho us by singing "Ohh~ You are special~~ Ohh~ You are special~~" *cough* Yah, she did something like that. But well, I guess it was far more enjoyable than something like a talk on cancer.. -_-

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:03 pm

Well, these few days every one of my friends are job hunting, so I thought "hey what the hell, just get one too!" Apparently.. my anti-socialism caused me to detest walk-in interviews, so I don't really dare.. to look for a job. I don't mean to not participate ._. I just feel.. awkward.

Aaaanyhoo. My sis is back from my grandma's house. So yeah she didn't claim she missed me but fiiine I did, okay. >.>;

Time for school; I'm going to be late. Cya! XD

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 6:55 am

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Today there was this workshop by this Charles Barton guy... ANGMOH!! <3<3<3<3 (As you can easily figure out, I have a thing for caucasians ._.) He was sooooo funny, and he wasn't good-looking lar. I just like angmohs coz of the accent. ><; That's why I squealed when he entered the classroom. Even Izwan was like "Wah lao, Gloria you blush!!". Um, yah. I couldn't help it! He was IRISH too.. Omigawdd.. =O~~~

I really really really enjoyed the lesson. Umbrella hats, plastic bag pom-poms, "SuperSucker" and "SuperChecker" cardboard pieces, and the ever kawaii teacher himself left a very big impression on me. I hope this works for my exams in future, though. ^^

Anyway, my sis sms-ed me about kuma's place. I pity her, but she still thinks that only she matters. No one understands her. Kinda how I feel, but she's like, "everyone doesn't know how I feel! I'm happy the way I was, and I'm going to fucking run away from this place even if I have no shelter."

1) Threats don't work against me. I don't care. Well, I'll have all your stuff. ^^
2) You're making everyone worry because of you. Ever thought of what people felt? By doing this, you're fucking heartless.
3) You're embarrassing the household. Why? I always thought my family was great. Until you had to start making yourself queen and do w/e you liked. Now you're the only and yes I mean ONLY one breaking it all up. Thanks aLOT.
4) If I'm heartless and cold, I'm your reality check. WAKE UP. If I'm nice, it's only because I'm your sister.
5) I hate people who aren't appreciative. You know that.

One thing to say if you ever read this, sis. You're no princess. I've already know what you're gonna be like when you get old. It's not a good thing in the long run but hey, whatever floats your boat. Don't come running up to me and say you regret. Your little sis is way more cunning but yet so naive. You're mature but have the mentality of a 3rd grader. You'll realise that you can't survive without leeching from mum, as you always do, and "don't care if I don't have a place to stay". Har-har-har. Even though you say that, I know you can NEVER stand to sleep in the night w/o a blankie or roof. You'd go to a friends house to make yourself indulge in self-pity. Sadly, I wish someone could just hit you in the face to wake you up. I'll have to talk to you personally to make you accept the truth. You did that before to me, and now's your turn. I'm no person of vengeance, I just like to watch people crumble before the truth I present to them. Eat that, sis.

Today, I've seen you no longer as a capable person. Instead, I see a girl who wants everything her way and cannot live without threatening so that things will go the way she wants it. You.. have given me the worst impression of you, ever. I don't give a flying rat's ass if you read all this, deny it and scold me, coz it's the fucking truth. Sorry Grace, but you're the weakest link.

Good bye.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 9:55 pm

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Pretty moodless. Don't even know what to put for my "Current mood". Probably find one to fit later. Anyhoo, I learnt sign language from Carl yesterday. Missed him soooo much. We were like, crapping on MSN, and he asked if I wanted to learn sign language. So he turned on his webcam and started teaching me slowly from A to Z. Sadly, I wasn't able to remember all. *Bangs head on wall for being such a baka* Then, he started signing songs! I was totally at awe, and just watched. He was a translator for the HI (Hearing Impaired) and also an instructor. ;_; That's.. so... cool! Many of you would probably think nothing about sign language, but I've always wanted to learn it. His movements were so fast when signing the lyrics of the song so much so that it was like para-para ROFLMAO. No, I'm not a fan of that stupid thing. Just that Carl was so was daaamnnnn kyooote. X3 Ooh, I also learnt how to say "cute" and "I love you" in sign language too... Bwahaha.

Anyhoo, I started to get addicted to Gravitation's OS again. For those who don't know what Grav is.. well, it's an anime. Like it or not, I'm damn addicted. x.X; It's even more addictive than Rave and Saiyuki. Then again, my anime playlist seems to be getting a tad dusty. Needs more new songs. Recommend can? (Uhh, the "can"'s an inside joke lest you all think it's some Singlish improper English I threw in. >.>)

Aaaanyhoo. Here's the damn lyrics of the song. If I could find a place to host this song, I'd definitely put it here and listen 24/7. xD

[super.drive//gravitation]

Romanji:

Itsu no ma ni ka bokura nanigenaku deatta
yasashisa yoseatte kakurenbo wa tsuzuku no
sou sa

No, wanna sell your soul shareta kiiroi [tacchi] de
No, forget smile again itsumo odotteitai dake

hashiri-nukeru ashita aruite-wataru bokura
nishikaze ni noseta boku no koe todoku no?
sou sa

No, wanna sell your soul otogi-banashi no sekai de
No, forget smile again zutto nemutteitai dake

nee oikakete oikakete shiroi kaze
nee koi ni natte ai ni natte hane hirogetai

nee ii koto mo warui koto mo subete tashite
ni de watte umaku ikite toki [kanji: kisetsu] wo koetai

"se--no" de te wo tsunaide mizutamari koetara
niji ga nozoku sora akai ito tsunagu no
sou sa

No, wanna sell your soul ame ni soppo mukarete mo
No, forget smile again bokura waratteitai dake

nee oikakete oikakete shiroi kaze
nee koi ni natte ai ni natte hane hirogetai

nee ii koto mo warui koto mo subete tashite
ni de watte umaku ikite toki wo koetai

toki wo koetai~

Translations taken from http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/gravitation/superdrive.htm <3

PS: There was some errors putting the Kanji lyrics for the song, so I'm only putting the romanji for now until I find the solution to putting Japanese chars. ~__~;;

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 8:00 am

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Hurhur, new blog design. Kinda like it, simple and sweet.

Aaaanyhoo. All the kittens have been taken away by people who wish to own them. I promised the pics, yesyes, so they're here today. I only took one or two, so don't blame me if my sister's a terrible photographer. xD We've named them, Tabby, Stripes, and Patches (I call him Fatass because his ass is the biggest xD). Lol.

This is Tabby, the KYOOOOTEST of them all. Most well-behaved too, I should say. You can't help but just snuggle it and huggle it and squeeze it and - uh, okay. *shuts up*

This is Patches AKA Fatass (roflmao), the noisiest of the lot. He's like MEEOOWW, MEEOOWWWW MEEOOOOWWW all day long if there's no food. ~__~

This is the 2nd brother of the litter - Stripes. Cute, but the naughtiest. He's always looking for someone to pounce on, and when you open the door he's the first to rush to you to grab your feet and lick/bite/roll on.

Here's some group pix:

Stripes and Tabby having wrestling. xD

Another one which shows Fatass:

And the last one. They wanna get off the bed!! =O

Hehh. Cute, aren't they. Sadly, I already have one cat. *grumbles* Even my mum was happy if she could give away Sabbath and take in Tabby instead. xD

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 7:34 am

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Attended Anthony korkor's wedding today, can't believe he married an air stewardess. ~__~ She was sooo chio, and Anthony looked soo kawaii with her. Pilot + Air stewardess = <3 <3 I wore something from m)phosis, and a skirt from British India. Pretty cool, just that my mum kept saying it looked like a towel draped over me since there was only one sleeve visible. Lol.

Well, the dinner... uh, was okay lar. Wouldn't say it sucks. But hello. EIGHT course? Even some people say kiam siap. =x But aiyah, never mind lar. I got really full after that. So not gonna eat tomorrow. Pigged out enough. The only thing reaaally nice was the damn garoupa. Was seriously wanting more but the table I was in was like.. filled with the "hungry people" and.. XD couldn't really have much.

Okay, time to let out the disadvantages of going. I can't believe there were like LOW CLASS people in the place. Ballrooms don't have PILLARS. Food doesn't include only EIGHT courses. Children have to have table ETIQUETTE. Although it was only Mandarin Hotel, don't these people like, have any BASIC manners to even shush their children of keep quiet when the host is talking? No, the host wasn't a yandao either, he was a monotonous SIA pilot as well I guess. Alot of air stewardess there.. they suay lor, so many typical Singaporeans and Lao Tikos. All stare got nosebleed. Tmd. Hate people who stare at me.

My sister.. I just found out she had a problem today. For like, fifteen years of my life with her I have never known she would choke from pepper/spicy shiet. She never did that at home; which was probably why she never ate spicy stuff in front of me.

When Celest put in too much pepper in my shark's fin, I said there was too much and my sister just switched bowls with me. When she started choking and well we both rushed to the washroom (Some random low-classed ah-soh started staring at my sister, so I fucking glared at her. Low-classed shit wear until so ah-ma still dare come to Mandarin Hotel. Still dare to stare at people that might just die there and then. Kns, I stared her down but realised I was in formalwear and kept vulgarities out, and continued walking with my sis) while she started vomitting at the toilet (there was no one around other than my sister and me, relax), I freaked out and didn't know what to do. I seriously have never seen my sister choke. Only until she told me that she could not take spicy stuff that would be like, choking hot did I realise that my sister was someone who was bearing with all this in her life. ~__~ Felt like getting emotional then, but it was a wedding so Reality kicked me in the butt to put myself back in my senses.

Mm, today was Chris' birthday. I almost forgot until he msg'd me on MSN, when I suddenly recalled it. Was like "Omgomgomg! Lol! Sorrysorry.. Happy birthday~ <3" Meh, I shouldn't have, but I did that already anyway. Who cares, pffft.

Feeling. Terribly. Sleepy. Good night. x.X;

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 1:30 am

Sunday, October 10, 2004

I'm going to see my cousin get married today. Uh, I think I forgot which, and I think he was married before. *shrugs* Weird families I have. Brought me up to be naive and gullible.. can't thank them enough, hahh.

Anyway, my sister brought in three kittens yesterday, and boy, was Sabbath unhappy. She was like trying to break into my sister's room which the kittens were put inside. They were utterly K-A-W-A-I-I little pieces of Life, and yeah I'll put up some pics later, don't worry. =P Sabbath, my black cat, has turned very violent and upset over her territory being taken over by the kittens. Cats, known to be very territorial, get angered easily when other felines are in the house. Sabbath has not been friendly at all; she starts hissing and growling. That's the 1st time I heard Sabbath growl... I suddenly wish I could just give my sis a big reality check and that if she doesn't get rid of the kittens to an owner, Sabbath will.

Anyhoo, here's a song I liked alot; Jiamin told me the title when we were at the skating rink on.... *shrugs* forgot. ~_~ But yupyup, it's very nice. ^^ Thanks again. I'm not sure if the lyrics are right.. they don't sound the same when I put the words and the song together. Oh well, blame me for being a terrible linguist in Mandarin. XD

[ni.de.wei.xiao//f.i.r]

Xi huan yong wo de yin diao
Chang chu ni de wei dao
Zhe yi miao you zhong gan jue tian mi de fa xiao
Yi bai zhong yan yu zhi dao
Ai you yi ge sheng dao
Cai ming liao shi ni de yan shen chuan lai de an hao

Tai duo de xing fu bao dao
Pin cou ai de mei miao
Xiao yi xiao you ru ni huai li ran hou sa jiao
Bu xu yao bie ren lai jiao
Ba ai jin jin zhua lao
Zhe yi miao jue ding yong bao ni gei de mei hao

Ai qing shi ni du te de wei dao
Zai wo de xin zhong wei rao
Bie ren dou bu liao
Zhi you ni zhi dao
Yin wei ni shi jie bu zai dan diao
Wo de wei xiao ni ming bai jiu hen hao
Ni jiu xiang yue liang rai zhe gui dao
Yong bao she di qiu shan yao
Zai wo de xing qiu xie xia jing tan hao
You le ni shi jie shen hun dian dao
Ni de wei xiao bian zhi le mei yi ge qi miao

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 9:13 am

Friday, October 08, 2004

Holy wootology!!
I'm FREE!
NO MORE EXAAMSSS....

.....still, I don't feel very happy.

I want my results and I want them NOW. Argh.

Maths was SO FUCKING DIFFICULT T_T!! Mrs Chiu reminded us to study stem and leaf diagram shit coz she knew it would come out; I disobeyed and thought it never would since it was sec 2 shit. I WAS SO FUCKING WRRROONNNNGGGG. x.X; I'm soo sorry Mrs Chiu *tugs skirt* I'll promise I'll obey your every command and bidding if I ever get to sec 5. Just don't leave us~~ *bawls* She doesn't believe I'll miss her. Well, I will okaaayy!! And if I pass my maths, I'll go over and thank her personally to show how sincere I am.

Well, I'll be back to my books now... I'm still looking for that goddamn Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown, and also that Angels&Demons book. Not sure bout the titles but I ca't find it anywheerrreee. Nyoww.

To all my classmates taking PoA and DnT on Monday, good luck and don't worry, I'll be at home slacking. ^.^ Do well for it, don't drop it unless you totally suck at it like me. xD

Ganbatte! ^^v

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 4:47 pm

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Wee. One more day to total freedom.

Well, it was literature today, and uh, lol. I didn't expect it to be this hard. Yes, I thought it was difficult. ~___~ I didn't study. Now I don't know if I can get a B3 for it. >_<;; That totally sucks nuts. I'm sooooo.. clueless when I was doing my paper; all I was thinking of was that guns and roses song. o_o Yea, go me.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 1:00 pm

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Today was bio and chem.. and I actually learnt the charges wrongly for chem. ~__~ Oh well, at least I think I'll pass. Then again.. I might fail. XD

Biology... was.... freefrag, as normal, lol. I got one wrong for MCQ, but yeaah anyway it's only one mistake. ^^ Cambridge people are gonna get sleepy reading my structured answers lol. Mrs Wong trained us to write alot so no marks would be left out; I guess I mastered that. XD

Nothing else to talk bout actually, just that tomorrow's Literature, and I'm not very confident since Mrs Hoe's marking scheme keeps getting me a 18/30, and she says that's N level standard. ~__~ Please let the questions be easy. I need that A1 in case my english sucks ass.

I'll be free for the whole of next week, since Monday's P.O.A exam and I don't have to go since I dropped it. Then Tuesday was declared a N level holiday. Then Thursday and Friday were considered marking day, so there's only Wednesday. Of course, coming to school for one day is stoooooopid, so yeah, I'm gonna pon that day. Leaving me free to my computer and me. *huggles*

Off to study! *whooosh*

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 1:28 pm

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

I'll dedicate today's blog to my art. <3

Here's some of which I drew during teh exams. DISCLAIMER: Do not hold me responsible if you die of seizures looking at this. Roflmao.

1) I promised this one.. The one I drew during Eng Paper 2 of a student sleeping. xD

2) Here's one I drew today; Pretty much a fast one since there was only 5 minutes left when I started.

3) My favorite sketch; <3 RK <3

4a) Here's one I drew a year ago; when I was the uber fan of RK.

b) Took this sketch from a doujinshi, but I drew and shaded everything myself. Just no originality for the pic. Yes yes, the hand's eff'd up. >.>;

5) Here's one I plucked out from my notebook: Jiamin's doodling. She's a waay better artist than I am, so hehh here's a preview of her work. This is like, only 1% of her efforts =o

6a) This is something Junhao drew: Cows and Crayons. Don't ask me why.. His little brother likes it alot and he watches it with him. xD

b) And another one~

7a) Well, I was also a FF fan back in 2003. And my prized possesion, although once again not original, was sketched and coloured by meh.

b) Another one from FF, this time it's FF7's cloud. *ducks incoming knifes and rotten tomatoes* Gomen gomen!! >_<;

c) Uh, go figure yourself lar hor?

8a) Yeah well I get bored in class and I love to draw mice. <3

b) Got cheese? XD

9) I got bored soooo..
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10) And finally.. *pants* I'm proud of my EzLink card. XD

All done. ^^v

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 3:58 pm

Monday, October 04, 2004

N level's have started!!~1`1one!!

Yeah well it was damn scary today; having English paper 1 & 2, then having History. ~_~ 3 exams in a row was enough to kill me.

Was pretty easy, other than the Situational Writing shit. Tom Chan never taught us how to write an article, so our whole class was fucked up over that. Then I got some question on essay.. "Write a story based on an unexpected event which brought an important change to someone's life." I stared at it for a few seconds.. and suddenly thought of Aliman. Roflmao. Anyway, that sparked the love story he wrote before. I'm like "wtf, just write that shit out!" So yeah, I did.

Romantic as much as I tried to make it, it was 1002 words. *dies of laughter* Yeah, try counting that too. ~_~ I was saying "please don't exeed 1000.. no.... don't... oh fuck." and was just giggling away in the school hall coz I did.

Paper two was hella easy, didn't seem to have anything complicated. There was one particular question: "Find a word similar to Mammoth in your own words". With common sense, I put in "Enormous". Xin Han amused me after the exam by asking me what I put for that question. I told him "enormous", then he said "oh, then I wrong lor." Curious, I asked "what you put?" I couldn't help laughing when he said... "butterfly." I was flabbergasted, but stopped myself from gaffawing too loudly lest I offended him.

I got terribly bored after finishing forty minutes early, so I started doodling (as usual..) and drew a picture of a supposed myself sleeping. Took some time to finish the chair and table, but found it hilarious nonetheless. I'll grab daddy's digicam later to take a pic of it later. XD

I didn't really do history, just two lines for every answer of mine. Yes yes, I'm gonna get pwned doing that, but like I care. XD All I need is a B3 for my Lit. LITERATURRREEE.. Mrs Hoe will not be disappointed again! I will make my seaweed-supplier happy! Ganbatte! ^^v

PS: Damn blogspot won't let me add blog entries.. -_- _|_

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:29 pm

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Tomorrow's Judgement Day. No, I'm not going to die. Well, not literally, at least. I just feel so... pissed with myself. Even if I make it to Sec 5, I so will NOT be able to cope with O levels.

Quoted from myself in MSN in a chat with Aliman: 'i swear, if nothing comes out good for a story tomorrow i'll kick the throat of the next person that says "aiyah you'll be okay lar, sure A1"' And fucking hell yes I will. I'm not in the right mood to be told that I'm such a talent in English and that I'll score an A1 for it, as much as I want to. <.<

I'm seriously so fucking scared I'm gonna be retarded and pee in my skirt tomorrow or something. Lol, okay maybe not the peeing part.. XD But yeah, as many of you think I'm not, I'm FUCKING SCARED. ~__~ Oh well, at least I have some story ideas, kudos to ali. XD Seemingly, we both happen to be in the same boat. We're happy bout getting shit for our prelims, and *laughs* we're both wanting to get to our "dream results". Meh. I hope I get an easy one for N levels tomorrow. Everyone's like.. pinning their hopes on me or something. Am I that... argh, dedundant thoughts again. -_-

Anyway, I hate yaoi. -_- Goddaaaaamn that. Guy-guy = NOT RIGHT. ~__~ Yes aliman. Rid your mind of it. Yaoi... is... wrong. Very. Utter sin to watch or even think of it. Repent, my young padawan.

Countdown to N levels: TOMORROW

I'm not giving a fuck anymore. I'm gonna do it even if it kills me. In the wise words of someone I don't really recall: "HUAT AH!!!"

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 9:15 pm

Saturday, October 02, 2004

Went out with Jiamin, Yindi and Zhihui to Jurong Regional Library today. Was desperate to find some Dan Brown books, but to no avail. Meh. Anyway, was a pretty good outing, if I do say so myself. =P We did study, owwekaay. But of course, it wasn't that long since our tummies were rumbling. ~_~ I had that noodle-omelette thing, which I don't know what to call it. But it sure was yummmmmmmmmy.

We then went to KFC to just study, and of course, there were the cheese fries snackeroo. XD We took a video of Jiamin's Potato Wedges "commercial", but I thought it looked like an arm instead of a potato wedge. ~__~;; Anyhoo, through it all, I was just thinking of my N levels and where my heart belonged. I was thinking of what I really wanted. I.. couldn't answer myself. Sigh.

Anyway, we went upstairs to the skating rink.. and we were just sqealing over that little girl who was sooooo cute and also such a good skater! *pinches cheeks*

Well, we went back at 5.30.. (which was much later than we expected o.o) and Zhihui and I decided to go window-shopping in Lot1 before we went home. Changed so much.. ~_~ But I know what to buy for Jiamin on her birthday, at least. Hehh.

Countdown to N level: 2 days.

I'm...

....not....

......ready.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 10:35 pm

Friday, October 01, 2004

1st October: A day which every child will remember. Nope, nothing significant happened today, just that it's the day for every child to celebrate. Not only those children who are aged 12 and below, but for everyone with a child's heart to remember this special day with.

Yeah yeah enough crapping. Sorry.

Anyway, schooling today was boreeeeng. There wasn't Jiamin, Yindi, and Zhihui. It was sooo empty and quiet without min.. *cries* I should've just gone with the plan and ponteng too. XD But they missed the Kit-Kat and seaweed we had as Children day presents from Mrs Chiu and Mrs Hoe. *wubbbb* <3 <3 <3 Well yeah it's so nice of Mrs Chiu. We'll miss her alot if she's not teaching us next year. T-T I don't want a Vincent Gay Lee for my math teacher at O levels.. ~_~

I've decided. I'm not going to let anyone down.
Ganbatte!!

Countdown to N level: 3 days.

anyhow whacked by gloria @ 1:19 pm